Why do I always get hurt ?
Am I not good enough ?
or am I just really what they say
Fat, ugly, useless, piece of shit...
I mean there's Days where I feel pretty but when I look at myself at the Mirror it shows me ... what Im really am ...ugly..
I've been feeling like this for so long that I can't even remember the last time I felt pretty .. I try to believe that I am but soon I find myself feeling insecure about my body , my face everything about me is ugly .. it hurts to be this way.. the reason why I'm alone in this world , yeah, I can be surrounded by 100 people but the reality is no one really cares about me.. and I could tell.. they act all beautiful in front of me , probably trying to show off that they're better than me, and honestly I know they are better.. They have beautiful faces and a boyfriends. Like this girl has.. Not that I want a boyfriend but the fact that she gets to feel or experience beauty.
