Well I think the last time I wrote was when I was 18 and now I'm 19. Funny. I feel that I go back to this every year. And yes everything's been the same. Sadness. You know, I got used to it. I got used to being alone . I got used to being sad that I feel nothing no more. Yess I do cry. Yes I do hate myself sometimes but I'm used to feel like this. Now that I'm Almost done with school I'm realizing too many things. The friends I HAVE. are not really my friends. I honestly don't know what I'm writing but I guess I learned how to deal with my emotions. I'm cold yes. I show no emotions at all no more. I don't let no one know I'm depressed, but who cares anyways.
