Right now I feel broken, hurt, I feel so much pain that it hurts me deeply. I know I'm not pretty. I know I don't have a perfect body, or a beautiful face. I know I'm such a loser. Im not good at anything. I try to be strong, I really do, but it sometimes stabs me from the back and and I can't do anything, It's like I'm froze and can't move. I wanna move but something is pulling me back. Pulling me back to reality. I'm such a loner and I know this. At food first I didn't accept it but now it's my reality. I know I'm not like the others. Why should I try to be like the others when I'm not even near them. They're perfect. I'm just - ugly.
