Well here I am again writing my feelings, the last time I wrote was when I was 17 and now I'm 18. Tbh I really don't even feel my age, maybe cus I'm short and have a baby face or whatever. But my feelings are still the same. I still feel useless and ugly. Maybe this is how I'm supposed to be. Or should I change? It's tough but today I have decide that I should not let my self down. Because reality is I should love my self for who I am. There's people out there that have REAL struggles with their body. Where they aren't able to walk , move or anything. So why should I hate myself when I'm completely good and don't have any injuries. I should feel thankful and blessed for being healthy. You know many girls out there wish they can have good bodies and everything but at the end of the day when you get old you're not gonna maintain the body forever. Life is only once so why spend life changing for someone when you can change for yourself.
