Hope In Their Eyes: book 2

Chapter 3: Anger Overload

I was drying my hair after taking a long relaxing shower when I heard a ding from my phone. I ran to it hoping it was some hope, that they'd found Sky but it was a whole other thing. Ever since she had been yanked from the phone and what seemed to be Ryan's voice, he said she was disconnected. Doesn't it get easier, being without her? It kills me to know that she is out there and alone.

Tell me, it has to get easier right? Sam saw a video and Sky was in it unconscious. And then it showed the whole terrible part and she was taken advantage of and I got so angry as I sat my phone down. Careful not to break it and I couldn't bear watching the rest. I saw a vase of glass on the side of the counter and grabbed it and threw it into the wall as it shattered all over the floor. I started throwing anything I could find everywhere and flipped everything and yelled in anger and tears fell from his eyes.

Issac had just arrived back and heard crashing and he ran in the house as fast as his feet could carry him. He saw Sam throwing things and very angry, he was out of control. "Sam, what the hell happened?" He asked. But I didn't respond I just kept tearing the house up and tears filled my eyes overflowing, while I threw things everywhere. Isaac walked up to the counter and saw the phone and then saw the video as well and he felt his heart drop knowing they did this to his little sister.

Sam was still trashing the house and tearing everything up and punching glass and walls. It was a mess and as much as it hurt Isaac of what they did to her, he knew he had to calm Sam and be there for him, tearing up the house wasn't going to bring her home. He knew that they had to bring her home. He grabbed Sam and Sam just fought harder but Isaac held him. "Enough Sam." He said.

Sam still didn't stop fighting as tears poured from his eyes and Isaac watched sorrowfully. "Enough Sam, tearing the house up is not going to bring Sky home!" Issac snapped. "They raped her...Isaac, they raped her...while she's holding my baby..th." Sam broke off his words and fell against Isaac falling to his knees, crying hard. "I know Sam, I know, man," Isaac said angrily and broken. He hugged Sam in a brotherly way, comforting him.

"I'm pissed too but we'll get them Sam and they will pay, we'll get them," he assured. Sam stared silently at nothing while tears fell from his eyes. Sam put his head down, his long black hair covered his eyes," I miss her so much Isaac, it hurts so bad, there's a hole where she was ripped away from me by force, and they're doing this to her and my baby... I just..," he broke off again and cried. "I know man, I know." Isaac gave Sam a reassuring squeeze on his shoulder. "She is so fragile, and they do this to her, god.... we have to find her, we're running out of time, it gots to get easier to find her, it has to, tell me it will, " Sam said frustrated.

"I can't promise you anything Sam... we just have to believe, we will find her, just hang in there, I know you love my sister but anger will not bring her home," Isaac stated. Sam ran his hands through his hair and got up and walked out to the balcony and just stared at the Sky, I needed air, I need hope for her. I felt my heart feel heavy once again as I ached to be with her and to have her here with me. I felt lost and not myself, I felt so empty without her. Since she couldn't be here with me, I imagined a memory that I loved.

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Sam swept into another memory of Sky when she was dancing in the studio of their house and she was so magnificent and beautiful. I had been standing watching her dance for a while and it wasn't until the dance was over that she noticed I was watching. The day I told her about, part of my life too. Where I fed her my past story that I held in for so long. She listened to me like nobody else ever had.

But even though her eyes were filled in tears from her dancing to, 'Easier' by Mansionair. She was so gorgeous and blossomed like a beautiful rose. I remembered her graceful steps and the way she calmly dragged her feet across the floor and threw herself in the air easily. She was wearing a beautiful black dress that day, that sparkled and it gracefully flew around her as she danced. I remember it clearly the sun beaming on her face and her beautiful hair shimmering in the sunlight.

San remembered holding and comforting her after the dance because she was crying. Her beautiful raspberry colored lips as I stared at her features. Sam knew he had to find her soon, I wouldn't ever replace her or give up on her. Sky meant absolutely everything to me and warmed my heart always. She brought the sunlight and hope back into my life and I wasn't about to let that last hope of sunlight slip away for good.

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Now, I would have to do more extreme comforting whenever I got her back. She will be so cautious and even more fragile like a piece of string that could break anytime. Once I did get her back, I knew that I wouldn't let any more harm come to her and if anyone got close to harm her, I would kill them in a heartbeat. Sky was like my victim to protect and I was her guardian angel, well in a way. I was more like a ruthless, fallen guardian angel to her, and she is my tiny, bright angel, that dimmed.

My love for her didn't fade any less it only grew daily more for her and the ache of wanting her beside me was getting worse. My time of waiting was enough, I have to rescue her very soon. Plus, I want to be there when she goes to baby doctor appointments, ultrasounds, and during our child's birth. Not even Ryan would stop me from that or Shawn, I was going to be in her and our baby's life forever. And they will be damned if I would be one of those terrible fathers, no, I will be the most protective and loving father and husband.