Coincidence -Omaha Boys-

Perfomance

Tiffany Johnson

It's been about a week since I left the house and moved in, for now, with Nash and Hayes.

I'm still not use to it, I'm not use to waking up and not smelling weed when I walk around the house. I'm not use to waking up and going into the living room and not see the boys sprawled out on the couches watching tv or playing a game. There is a lot I'm not use to yet.

The week had been great, I've barely thought of Jack and how I left because I've been busy looking for a place, modeling and music. I honestly think it's good thing that I've been busy and not able to think of him. The only time I though of him was when I was doing nothing, barely happened, but when I did all I could think of how Jack said, "Did, did you hear anything last night?" When he asked me that he had like hope in his eyes, and I don't know why. Was there something I should of heard when him and Madison were arguing?

Also this past week, Sam, Nate and Johnson have been texting me and calling saying 'come hang out', 'we miss you', 'Jack told us about what happened, are you okay?' They even would say 'he's hurt' or 'he's down' to me like I am not, they were saying it like I was a heartless person who wasn't hurt by it too.

They are taking to his side now too and I don't know why, Sam and Nate use to stick with me and say how G and JJ were acting towards me and all and now they seem to be with them, like what changed?

I've also been spending more time Cameron, A because photoshoots and B because he is being a great friend, I trust him.

Since I've been busy all week I haven't seen Sam, Jack, JJ or Nate at all and I don't know if that is a bad thing or not. It's not like they haven't tried to spend time with me it's just I've been busy.

But today, I get to see all four later because we are all doing a show that we decide on a while ago plus some interviews. I'm excited yet I don't want to go because it seems so dramaful, I don't know if Madison is gonna be there. But-

"All done." Emily the girl doing my makeup said bringing me out of my thoughts said.

"Thank you Emily." I smile at her and stand up. 

I walked over to where we were doing the photoshoot outside.

During the whole photoshoot I kept thinking of all the things that could go wrong during the show and interviews. And I guess Cameron picked up on me being out of it, "Are you okay?" He said as we walked to his car.

"Yeah, all good." I said and give a assuring smile.

We had to go straight to the venue because thats how it worked out, the photoshoot was scheduled close to the show but I wasn't a mess I had my natural makeup down and I brought the clothes I'm gonna wear, so I put them on after the shoot.

I choose a grey crop tank top along with my ripped black skinny jeans and paired it with my brown leather jacket and some combat boots.