The Lyrics Of Us | Camila/You

Crash (Chapter 3)

Camila's POV

Would you mind of I still loved you?

Today. He/she gets here today. I know I'm still in love with Y/n. I also know that he'll/she'll never forgive me. I put him/her through hell. In the beginning I started getting busy and Y/n was so understanding and appreciated anytime we spent together, even if it was over the phone. Y/n is the one who convinced me to audition in the first place. I didn't appreciate him/her when he/she was mine. He/she tried to keep in touch with me, but I ignored him/her, and I'm such and idiot for doing so. Y/n eventually thought that I didn't want to be with him/her so, he/she left me. That's when I realized what I had done. But I still never messaged him/her back. I'm still in love with Y/n.

Your POV

Would you mind if things don't last? Would you mind if I hold onto you so that I won't crash?

These past two days went by so fast. All I've been able to do is sit on my plane and watch as I left the home I had become so attached to, and watch as I entered a new place. The place where the woman who broke me is. She must hate me. I'm not sure what I did to make her hate me. She just stopped all contact with me. She just got out of a three year relationship too, so she must be extra thrilled to see me.

"We will be landing in Los Angeles in ten minutes."

The pilot came on over the intercom. My heart is racing so fast. It shouldn't. She hurt me, bad too. I can't help it. I still love her. The man next to me could see my discomfort and gave me a sympathetic glance before going back to his movie. Before I knew it, I'm getting into a limo that's surrounded by people. I sigh. This day. I wish it would never come. I'm not ready to see her. Even if it has been about five years since we last saw each other. We got to her tour bus too fast. My heart is racing out of my chest, I'm suprised the limo driver can't hear it. Maybe he can and he's just being polite.

Camila's POV

Up all night, can't let go.
Won't stop trying, need you to know. It's worth the fight, was get back home. Hope you don't mind I waited. Would you mind if I wait right here?

He's/she's here. Shit. I'm not ready. My mind is racing. All thoughts are negative. He/ she walks in the room. God he/she is still really hot. Dammit Camila concentrate. He/she walks over and gives me a small fake smile, and my heart sinks. Y/n's manager walks over.

"Y/n this is Camila, Camila this is Y/n. Get to know each other." He walks away, leaving the two of us alone. My mind is going a million places. I look into his/her eyes.

"Would you like to go somewhere a little more quiet and catch up?" I ask my voice just over a whisper at the end. He/she nods and we head into a back room. As soon as we ate both sitting, I can't help it. I start crying.

"Y/n I am so sorry for everything I've done to you. God I'm such an ass." He/she comes over to where I'm sitting and comforts me by hugging me slightly and I sob into him/her. I look up into his/her eyes and just over a whisper I mumble

"I still love you." He/she still heard me I pulled me closer to him/her, kissing my forehead in doing so.

"Camila, I still love you too." My heart leapt out of my chest as he/she started speaking.

"But" and my heart completely shattered.

"You hurt me. I'm still broken. I don't think I could ever trust you again." As he/she finishes I look up at him/her and still crying I say

"I'm gonna earn your trust back, please give me a chance."