The Lyrics Of Us | Camila/You

Unstable (Chapter 6)

A/n Sorry for the delay. Also Crying in the club fucked me up. RIP Me. Ya fucked me up good fam.

Camila's POV

You're up, I'm just getting in
So rough, God knows where I've been. Your eyes are staring at my sins. There's no time to speak our minds

I'm more than happy that Y/n gave me another chance, but I can't help but feel bad. I fucked his/her life up, and then I push myself back in. I don't deserve to be with him/her, yet here I am. I can't help but go back and replay the thought going through my mind when I messed up the first time. I can't figure out where or why I decided to cut her/him out. And it makes me sad, the past six years I could've been with him/her but instead I was selfish and I don't even remember why.

Y/n's POV

All of our frustrations on hold. 'Cause you don't know the life that I know. Standing straight but I'm off the wall. You need love but I'm in my zone

I just want to know why she had originally cut me out, it seems like she really regrets it, but I'm madly in love with her and I'm scares she'll do the same thing again. I know she says she won't, but god damn Camila I'm so insecure. Even if I try to push it to the back of my mind, I'm still so worried.

Camila's POV
I know, I know, I know, I know you deserve better. Someone that give you all the things that I could never. I'd love to be the one that stays with you forever. I don't wanna let you go.

Y/n should be with someone who's never hurt him/her. And now that she/he has let me back in, I'm never letting him/her go. I can't be without Y/n again. Ever.

I'm unstable
Ooh, ooh, ooh
I'm unstable

I need her/him to know that I can't be without him/her. I get up out of my bed and try to find where he/she is. She/he isn't anywhere around where I am, so I go outside and find Y/n sitting outside. I run over to him/her and sit on his/her lap.

"What's up Cami?" Without answering I kiss him/her. The kiss is filled with so much passion and love I didn't want to pull away, but eventually I needed to breathe so I pulled back. I looked into his/her eyes and whispered.

"I need you, please never let me go."

A/n Again sorry for the delay, I've been busy with finals and on top of it all I burned my leg really bad and I've gotten sick from that so enjoy this filler chapter