The Lyrics Of Us | Camila/You

If I Lose Myself (Chapter 5)

"I don't know why. I was really dumb and I wish I never did. You'd trust me then and I wouldn't have to worry about doing this..." Before I can ask her what she meant by that her lips were against mine.

Your POV

If I lose myself tonight

I wasn't sure what to do. Her lips were on mine and it felt so right yet so wrong at the same time. I wanted to pull away, but this is what I needed most, her. She moved so she was straddling me and deepened the kiss. By now both of her hands were on my cheeks. I moved one hand to her waist. The more I thought about what was happening, the more logic left my mind. I pulled away and lent my forehead against hers I could tell she was crying again. I moved so I could look into her eyes, her brown eyes were watery and she had tears running down her cheeks. She finally spoke after our silence.

"Please?"

It'll be by your side

I put my hand on her cheek and thought for a second before wiping her tears and reconnecting our lips. I felt a large smile come across her lips and I couldn't help but smile myself. I wasn't sure what this would do to us in the future, all I knew way her lips felt so right against mine. There was so much passion in the kiss. It was six years of bottled up emotions that had finally released.

Camila's POV

If I lose myself tonight

I never knew I could feel so happy before. Because of me, I haven't felt this in six years. I don't know why I chose right now, I'm not complaining though. All I know is I'm back in Y/n's arms, I don't want it to end ever. I want this kiss to last long enough to make up for the last few years. I know it never could, but I just want to imagine. Y/n pulls away and unconsciously I whine. I bury my face in his/her neck and mumble.

"Why'd you stop." He/she giggles a bit and runs his/her hands through my hair.

"Camila, promise me something." I move my face away from his/her neck and look straight into his/her eyes.

"Anything." I said sincerely.

"Promise me, you won't leave me again."

It'll be you and I

"Y/n I promise, I'm never making that mistake again." I reply and smile. "Does this mean we're us again?" I ask cuddling into his/her side. He/she nodded.

"I think so, Cami." By now I was smiling like an idiot, he/she had given me that nickname when we first got together all those years ago.

I'm Y/n's again.