The Lyrics Of Us | Camila/You

Little Do You Know (Chapter 4)

Camila's POV

Little do you know I know you're hurting while I'm sound asleep

Im sitting my bed alone, with my eyes closed, just thinking. It's been a month since the tour started, I've been doing my best to make up the past years to Y/n, he's/she's very hesitant to trust me. I don't blame him/her, I can't understand what went through my teenage mind and lead to me cutting Y/n out. I heard footsteps then a door opening. The bed dipped and I opened my eyes to see Y/n. I instantly smiled and he/she gave me a small smile back and layed down next to me.

Little do you know all my mistakes are solely drowning me

"Whatcha up to?" He/she asked quietly, she's/he's still quite shy around me. I wrapped my arm around him/her and his/her breathing changed and he/she tensed up a bit. I sigh.

"Just thinking." I responded shutting my eyes once again. He/she hummed in response, and relaxed. Y/n went to get back up and I tightened my grip around his/her waist.

Little do you know I'm trying to make it better piece by piece. Little you know I, I love you till the sun dies.

"Stay." I mumbled tired and slowly falling asleep. He/she layed back down and relaxed again. And I slowly drifted asleep..

Your POV

Little do you know how I'm breaking while you fall asleep

I stared up at the ceiling. Soft snores coming from the girl next to me. I looked at her, she's fast asleep and . I want to trust her again, I really do, but I don't want to get hurt again. I just want to know why she cut me out. I sigh. I moved my arm so that it rested around her.

Little do you know I'm still haunted by the memories

The snores stopped and she smiled. She opened her eyes and looked up at me still smiling. Her smile soon faded and her eyes filled with tears. She buried her face into my shirt and started sobbing. I rubbed her back and pulled her closer to me.

Little do you know I'm trying to pick myself up piece by piece

"What's wrong Cami?" She sobbed harder at the nickname and I rubbed her back until her sobs stopped.

Little do you know I need a little more time

She sighed and picked her head up to look at me. Her eyes puffy and red.

Underneath it all I'm held captive by the hole inside

"Do you wanna tell me what's wrong?" I asked and she nodded. She sat up so that we were eye level and looked into my eyes, a few tears still falling from hers.

I've been holding back
For the fear that you might change your mind

"Do you hate me?" She asked and I shook my head no quickly.

I'm ready to forgive you but forgetting is a harder fight

"I love you, with all my heart, but I'm just confused about why you cut me out?" I asked and tears fell rapidly from her eyes. She brought her hand up to my check and rubbed her thumb over it over and over again.

Little do you know. I need a little more time

"I don't know why. I was really dumb and I wish I never did. You'd trust me then and I wouldn't have to worry about doing this..." Before I can ask her what she meant by that her lips were against mine.