A Mafia Boss' Tryst

I was crying in the dark corner of the room. I don't know what to do anymore. Ayoko nito.... Sana naging normal nalang ako..

I tried to  be calm as I can but my eyes seemed to be like a waterfall that continuously leading it's own path without interruption.

This... This is what happened,when you fell down,, when you can't stand on your own feet,and feel vulnerable like a baby.

I was once a princess,but I chose this path.. And now I need to lead what my decision offers me.. To be normal.. To have my own free will... To live like I don't have problems in my life... To live,, and not to kill.

Am I wrong? siguro sa paningin ng iba napakamakasarili ko,pero hirap na hirap na ako. I was once  a sweet and innocent kid,but  when the day they trained me to kill I hated myself,I concealed my myself in the darkness so no one can reach me. Araw -araw umiiyak ako. And what's the funniest thing about  that? Hindi ko lang naman alam kung bakit ako umiiyak,pathetic isn't?

All my parents did was to treat me like I'm not their daughter,like they are just using me for their own benefits,like I was nothing compare to my older sister,I can't even feel if they love me.

I have changed myself,I became an emotionless lady,who have put a very high walls in her heart so no one could  enter,and when I say no one,It's already no one.

I AM A MAFIA BOSS,AND THIS IS  HOW I LIVE, full of regrets,miseries and madness.

Oh well,I'm too numb to even feel it,tsk.

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This is a pure fiction story,no part of this story should be copied. It's PLAGIARISM.

I will make myself clear, yan pong POV nayan ay part lang po ng pagkatao nya, a lil glimpse of her true nature and attitude.

VOTE AND COMMENT AND FALLAH ,I MEAN FOLLOW!

I ,myself also wants to clear that I will update one chapter every week