I.L.Y || Road Trip A.U

Six

-Jess' P.O.V-

Honestly, it kind of hurts to know that Mikey wrote a song about another girl. I don't know why though, like, he hasn't seen me for ages so I'm not suprised he's moved on. Well, I say "moved on" like he used to like me more than a friend. I highly doubt that. Anyway, it's not like I've ever told him that I like him more than a friend... I couldn't... I wouldn't want to ruin the friendship we have. I should just forget about it... 

I really hope he didn't think I was lying about Summer shouting for me, I genuinely thought it was her. However, when I went back inside Niamh said she was looking for me so it could've been her. I don't know. I just feel bad for hanging up on Mikey. I hope he forgives me. 

I really so hope he forgives me because the boys just announced the dates for their tour and Newcastle is the first place they're going to, so it would be really awkward if he didn't forgive me. I just want to see Mikey, I miss him so much. 

All of us girls are so excited to eventualy see the boys, we'd been saiving up as much money as we could to make sure we could afford meet and greet tickets. Thankfully, we all had enough and we bought five meet and greet tickets for Friday 2nd December. I honestly can't wait to see Mikey again. Speaking of Mikey, he's just sent me a text...

Mikey: Hey, babe, are you alright? xx

Me: Yeah, sorry for hanging up on you so soon, I thought Summer was shouting for me xx

Mikey: Don't worry about it, it's alright. Are you coming to our gig in Newcastle? xx

Me: Yes!! We just bought meet and greet tickets. I can't wait to see you!! xx

Mikey: Same, princess, I miss you so much xx

Just then, Lucy took my phone staright out of my hand. "Come on, we're going to McDonald's to celebrate the boys coming to see us... and you're leaving your phone here, we all are," She announced, looking around at everyone else to see them putitng their phones on the coffee table in the middle of the room. 

"Let me quickly get changed," I said, reaching for my black jeans which had just been washed. 

"Sure, be quick," Lucy answered as they all waited for me to change. 

I decided that I would just chage my pants as I was wearing pyjama bottoms, keeping on the t-shirt I got from Mikey when I moved away. I remember it being his favourite t-shirt, it's all black with a grey-ish silver batman logo in the middle. I remmeber him telling me to wear it when I miss him... but that's all the time so that's when I wear it. 

"I wish I had one of Brook's t-shirts to wear," Leah said to me as we walked out of our flat. 

"I genuinely miss Mikey so much, it hurts," I told her, as a tear slid down my cheek. 

"Don't cry! You'll see him again in a two weeks," She gave me a quick hug and we contined to walk to McDonald's in the dark, at ten o'clock at night. 

I wonder what Mikey is doing right now, he's probably not walking to McDonald's at 10 o'clock at night...