I had a dream
and it felt so real
I was laying down in the grass
with the nice warm breeze blowing in my long wavy brunette hair
and my face
it was so weird
it's like I actually felt it
the breeze
the sun was out
shimmering and shinning
then I heard footsteps
it was you
you grabbed my hand and helped me up
we started to talk
then smile
then blush
we told each other that we liked each other
I was so happy
so happy that flowers started to bloom in the grass
and birds started to sing
butterflies flew past
at nights we would look up at the stars and their would be a full moon
I felt so loved
but then all the sudden days got colder
and the flowers died
the sun stopped showing
and the moon disappeared with the glittering stars
it started to snow
you were holding my hand the whole time
but then you let go of it
making my warm hand cold
you walked away
I was screaming
"Don't leave me please don't go!"
but you didn't listen
you left me
sitting in the snow
you took everything from me
my food my shelter
and my happiness
the snow went down harder
I was screaming
I was sobbing
I was alone
and heartbroken
he took my wings so I couldn't fly
he took my happiness so I couldn't smile
he took my energy so I got more tired
he took my positivity in myself so I got insecure
he took my bravery so I got scared
I waited
and waited
but you never came back
I got so tired of waiting that I gave up on trying
and just lied there
letting the bitter snow fall on my hair and tears on my face
it never stopped snowing
the sun never shown again
nor the moon and the stars
the grass never grew
nor the daisies or lilies or roses
I just lied there
and it never stopped
because you left me!
nobody knows why people leave
nobody knows why people you give a crap about walk away!
I woke up
from the nightmare
and I realized
that it all happened
just in a different perspective
more in a reality type perspective
it was awful
I can't stop thinking about you
it's too hard💙✨🌙
~you broke me
you broke my heart
and I hate you
because I still love you~
