Chapter 5 Im Done

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The worst feeling ever is losing someone
I know it
you know it

it's like looking at something so amazing
but you're not able to touch it
you just look at its stunning beauty
and then you watch it leave
and you feel like you lost part of you

When I think of you
when I'm around you
I'm in a very dark place
definitely not how I used to feel with you
I used to feel happy and loved
but now I'm just depressed and heartbroken

I don't think you'll ever talk to me the way you used to
I don't think we'll ever have our moments like we used to
or our conversations.......

❤️It hurts💔

it's like when your gone
I'm happy
and not tired
and actually pretty hungry
I feel like I can be myself

I miss you
where did you go?

The reason why I wrote this was because hiding my feelings inside wasn't really helping at all
and I don't think anybody would care if I tried to tell them.

so I wrote this for you

and just letting you know

~I'm not angry
I'm in pain
and you put me here
the first person who was supposed to love me more than anything~

I loved you so much because you were so unique

you were

Gentle
Imaginative
Attractive
Nice
Caring
Addictive
Rare
Loving
Optimistic

and if you read closely
you know who I was talking about the whole time

and I highly doubt any of you made it to the end
because I don't think anybody would care enough to read about my problems
but I don't care
i needed to let it out somehow.

And I highly doubt the person will ever read this

ever

but I don't care

you may have stopped loving me
but I never stopped loving you

❤️😊💔😔

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