DAY6 One Shots

1-1 Thoughts (YK)

I'm sitting here in my room, I'm supposed to make new songs, but the inspiration left me some time ago... I have no strength, no motivation, it feels... Empty. I decided to go out for a walk. It's raining outside, but I don't care. I walk out of the building and turn off my phone. No one can bother me now, great. I'm walking through the city, I don't even know, where I'm going. The rain is heavier and heavier, maybe I should have taken the umbrella... Nevermind. I'm passing by a lonely bench in a park. I recognized this place. I used to relax there, when I was a high school student. It was my place. Slowly I approach the bench and sit down. I close my eyes and think. My hair and clothes are completely wet, but I don't care. I try to remember the old times.

I was sitting here on the bench, alone, like I do now. It was also raining and I didn't have an umbrella, the same like today. That day I came here, because I was feeling lost. I was confused about my feelings, I wanted to let the person know, but in the same time I didn't wanna lose a friend. Really close friend. This friend was here with me whenever I needed it, and I was really thankful to that friend. As time passed by, we started to be closer to each other... And I realized, that my friend was starting to be something more than just a friend. I knew it, but I didn't want to admit it. I didn't want to lose that friend, so I kept my mouth shut. Until now.

And here I am, the same place as before, the same situation... Well, that friend is still really close to me. That haven't changed. I actually wrote some songs about this friend... But he would never know... It was already dark. I stood up and turned on my phone. I got tons of messages from my members, asking, where did I go and also some messages from Sungjin, asking me to come back. I started walking back. When I arrived to our dorm, I quickly took a shower, changed and went to sleep. Sungjin was mad at me, but I told him I felt bad. Actually I still do.

I'm laying in my bed and thinking. Well, today's walk didn't help me... At all. I close my eyes and try to sleep. Sound of door opening catches my attention. I recognize the person quickly. It's my roommate, Jae. I pretend to sleep. He thinks I'm sleeping, so he just passes by my bed, grabs something and leaves. After he closes the door, I open my eyes and stare at the ceiling. Suddenly I feel tears in my eyes, I can't hold it anymore. I whisper: "I love you Jae."

What I didn't know was, that he actually didn't leave the room, he just pretended it...
[Author note: I'm sorry for all my mistakes, I was feeling unmotivated and without strength for writing my thesis, so I decided to write to relieve the stress. This story is dedicated to AndreaKang and youngkswifeu, because thanks to these two amazing authors I can survive. Your stories are AMAZING! I love you girls :3Btw who did you expect to be YoungK's friend from the past? Please vote and comment! :)]