4 Lonely (DW)

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After few nights of insomnia I've been sitting on a coach, hugging my knees and thinking. Today was the day... My sister's b-day... And instead of celebrating with her, I'm siting here and waiting for JYP and Sungjin hyung to come. Yesterday I've been in a bad mood and I went for a walk, in the night. I needed to be alone... But I haven't thought about this, I should be celebrating with my little sis... I feel bad. I'm a bad brother. Tears started streaming and I didn't even try to stop them, or wipe them away. Why should I... In the end it wouldn't help anyway. I know men don't cry... But I don't care. With my forehead against my knees, I was sitting there and crying.

I've heard a sound of door opening. I lifted my head a bit and saw JYP. I immediately stood up and greeted him properly. He asked me, what was wrong. I told him everything. About feeling pressured, because I was thinking, that Junhyeok hyung left because of me, about my insomnia and my sister's birthday. He was listening and nodding. Then he spoke.
(A/N: Dowoon JYP)

Dowoon-ah, I think you should take a break for few days. The others did that, you're the only one, who never took any day off. Take a day off and go to celebrate with your little sister.“
„Really? Could I really go?“
„Of course. Go to prepare and see you on Monday.“
„But...“
„NO buts. Go. NOW.“

He slightly raised his voice. I got scared. I bowed and left.

JYP called Sungjin hyung and told him to focus more on Dowoon and his feelings. As the youngest of all members, he is pressured... Sungjin promised to JYP and went to tell the boys.

[A/N: sorry for a shitty chapter with tons of mistakes, I'll do better next time. Please vote and comment. Thanks, Anya~]

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