Happiness, something I've never know of until I met Sae-Sae. I've always been prone to being in pain or sadness, its just how my life has gone. I grew up in foster care after my parent had committed suicide in front of me. Years in the system, no one wanted me, no one needed me. I as always alone and always... How do I put it, empty? Like I had no feelings or soul. No emotions I guess. Growing up was hard, no friends, no nothing. Until around the age of 7 or 8. A small red headed boy was added into the system and the same foster house as me, his name was Seven. At the time I was too careless and tired to speak his entire name so I had always called him Sae-Sae, As he called me MC, which I'm not sure how he got MC out of y/n, but i never questioned. The day we met was like the start of my life, like I was really never alive till that day. He changed me. He made me happy. But I always punished myself, for who I was and what I did, and not being able to save my parents. I just stood there watching for crying out loud. I should have tried to save them. But anyways. As we grew up me and Sae always stayed together no matter what. When we were eighteen we got an apartment together and lived together as friends. But then we started to get closer and Sae didnt want to ruin our friendship and put me in danger so he moved out and we rarely talked. After a couple years I went to move and went apartment shopping, well I found a phone along the way and well lets just say long story short I ended up meeting both Sae along with a bunch of other men plus a lady name Jaehee. They were all very nice. One even had an obsession over a cat and one over a game. But anyways. Me and Sae ended up becoming friends again and the sparks flew again like before. Like they always will. So we dated in extreme secrecy and never told anyone for almost two years. We were happy.
~just a bit background, I'll add more and more each chapter~
Nightmare: *happens again just like before*
y/n POV:
I spring up in the bed sweating like crazy, my forehead drenched in sweat and my cheeks tear stained, I was crying due to the nightmare, reliving it over and over every night, sometimes different horrible deaths would happen, It was starting to exhaust me. I wiped my face and slowly got out of bed, my legs a little wobbly. I walk into the bathroom and close the door as I turn the hot water on and get undressed. I step into the shower and close my eyes thinking as I enjoy the hot water against my skin, it relaxing my muscles. I start to calm down a bit.
Seven POV:
I stir in my sleep as I hear water running from the bathroom, I sit up slowly and opens my eyes rubbing them, I reach over putting my yellow striped glasses on and sit up walking over and opening the door. My glasses instantly get fogged up from the steam and heat, I wipe them off quickly. "Y/n? What are you doing taking a shower so late at night?" looks over at the clock on the bedside table "Its 2:37 AM"
Y/n POV:
I heard him enter the bathroom and self consciously cover by naked body with my hands and listen to what he said. "Hmm? Oh I couldn't sleep so I figured that a hot shower would help me." I said, which wasn't completely a lie. I saw his shadows head nod and he left me be, probably so I could finish my shower, then talk. I began to wash my body with soaps and skin cleansing oils and such as I finished I grabbed a towel and dried myself off and got dressed. I walked outside the bathroom and into the bedroom and laid down by Sae. We didnt talk like I thought we were going to, he just wrapped me up in his arms and pulled me close to his chest and softly whispered to me that it would be alright. I guess he had figured it out because by this time I was in tears and clinging to him, I started to tell him about the nightmares and stuff. He just listened and smoothed my hair out gently with his left hand calming me as he kept telling me things like "It'll be okay" or "I wont leave you" or "I'm right here, nothing will happen." So that is how we spent the night, in each others arms, holding each other, crying with each other, and most of all just telling each other how much we loved each other and that we'd be with each other no matter what. This, this is my world. Seven is my world, and my only reason to live in life.
HEY GUYS! Guess who's back? Back again 🎶
mmeee!! yay! sorry its taken me so long to update, I've been going through some stuff and needed time. But I'm glad I'm back to writing. If any of you wanna comment a idea for a chapter you want me to do then anytime go ahead! Id love to hear some of you guys ideas, it might even make the story more interesting and fun if I let my readers pitch in. Love you guys!! ❤💖 cya nec
