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The Break-Up Promise

This is dedicated to the winner of my rafflecopter, One Shot Star! Congrats MG! Hope you enjoy this. Everyone is invited to read it! xx

--twt.

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I just recently encountered a break-up with my four-year long relationship with my boyfriend Ezekiel.

Masakit, nakaka-depress. Alam mo yung apat na taong relasyon na inalagaan mo ng buong puso, sa paghihiwalay lang magtatapos?

Akala ko 'di na kami darating sa ganitong punto. Kahit na iwasan namin, dito rin pala kami babagsak. Hanggang ngayon kasi mahal ko pa rin siya. Hinding-hindi na 'yon magbabago pa.

Simula sa una naming pagkikita, hanggang ngayon, narito pa rin ang mga masasayang alaala at kailanman hindi ko malilimutan ang mga iyon.

We had each other since Fourth Year High School and we broke up after graduating from College for a reason that he said I am not once of his priorities. He wants to pursue Medicine as what he really wants to since then.

Sabi niya kasi sa akin hindi siya makakapag-concentrate lalo sa pag-aaral kung commited siya. If you're asking me if I fought for our relationship, yes I did. Pero siya ang kusang bumitaw.

I remembered what he said to me that time.

"Babe, Gray. Sorry. Napag-isip isip ko kasi na kung ipu-pursue ko ang Medicine, I need to bring my full time and effort here. Ayokong sabihin na magiging sagabal ka or what. Ayoko lang na mapabayaan ka pag pinagpatuloy pa natin 'to. I know, we know for ourselves na tayo na talaga hindi ba? I'll be back. I promise. I will."

Those were the painful words that crushes my heart. Ang sakit na marinig 'yan mula sa kanya. Mula sa taong pinagkatiwalaan mong ibigay ang puso at pag-ibig sa kanya.

I want to forget all the pains and suffering. To move on. I know it's easy to say, but really, moving on is the hardest thing to do.

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It's already half a year mula nang mag-break kami ni Ezekiel. Ang dami kong pinagkaabalahan within that timeline. I got a work from an Advertising company, which is very lovely and good pay to be exact! I can travel anywhere. I go to bars and resorts with my friends. Go on dates et cetera.