Chapter 2: Who's BTS?

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*Ren Rae's POV*

Life is so meaningless when you have no one to talk too. I can't talk to my best friend. Or should I say former best friend... I recently found out that she slept with the guy I had mad feelings for, while she was trying to get me and him together. A bit fucked up don't you think? Yeah. I think so too.

I decided for the first time to just ramble on. On my blog.

'RR' is the name of my blog. The nickname I gave myself. Everybody calls me by my name, which is Lauren. Or they call me Ren for short. I like RR. Its sort of mysterious.

No one really looks at my blog. At least not that I know of.

My decision to write that "journal/diary" entry made me feel a little better. That I wasn't totally alone. That maybe someone will read what I wrote and relate to it. That I have no more friends. That I can't trust anybody anymore. Because I'm sick of getting hurt all of the time. I'm kind to people so why do they feel the need to attack me emotionally? It makes no sense.

I'm done being someone's punching bag.

I'm happy that I have Tumblr. The only place where I can post stuff that I relate to. Or things that I like.

My phone suddenly vibrates. I pick it up and notice a notification from Tumblr.

-You have one unread message-

I look at it in confusion. I've never received any messages before. Maybe it's just a bot. I slide the notification and wait for the app to open up.

The loading icon shows up as I wait for the message to pop up. I'm hoping that it's an actual person. And not some robot telling me to press the link provided. I've read that people get those a lot.

The app suddenly loads and I see the message. I tap on it and read it in my head.

Hello, I've been following your blog for a while now and I'm finally building up the courage to write to you. How are you? -Anon

I smile at the message. But frown at the sender. Of course it's an anonymous message. This person is probably fake.... I don't know.

Should I answer it? It would be rude not to. And maybe this will give me a chance to talk to someone else other than my mom or cousin. This person can actually turn out to be the best.

I don't even know what I'm thinking or feeling. I'll just answer.

I type a message quickly and send it without rereading it.

*Kim Taehyung's POV*

My phone suddenly rings. It has only been a few minutes since I sent 'RR' that message. Could it be her?

I check my phone and see a notification from Tumblr.

-You have one unread message-

I jump up, standing. Startling Jeongguk, Jimin, Yoongi and Namjoon. I slide the notification and wait for it to load.

It feels like it's taking forever but it finally loads. I press the message and read it in my head.

Hey anon... Don't know why you're on anon... But hi. I'm trying to be okay.. But I'm not. And I guess I do have one person following my stuff... Thank you for that.... Um.. Gosh, here I am rambling on. Don't even know if you're real. Anyway... Hi. -RR

I quickly copy the message and translate it on Google. It translates but I don't really understand what it says. I sigh in frustration.

"You okay Taehyung-ah?" Namjoon asks, eyeing me. Everyone in the room is eyeing me.

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