Do not look to what is holding you back. You must forgive and move on. This is my mom's theme in her little garden. I take one of her Hyacinth and smells it. This flower has been our comfort zone for the past five years.
Everyone is happy now. They have their own set of values, their own called "home" to go back every dawn, their own family to live with. They think I am okay with all those things happened in their lives. They never ask me. They never think of me. They never look for my own happiness. These keep me from holding back. I cannot move forward. I cannot forgive.
As I try to fix everything, to bring it back into its proper places, I meet this man. The man who pulled me out from that dark place and brought me into happiness. Yet, this happiness is not enough to carry me to reality. Especially, he is one of the thorns of my dark past.
~ A story of Hyana Maxynth Rodriguez and Harrison Zhan Wright
BINABASA MO ANG
Hyacinth: Forgiving the Past
Spiritual"Reality is accepting the fact that life wouldn't be a bed of happiness all the time. Illusions are those time when you try to fix something that had been ended a long time ago, but for you - it is still a thorn."
