Save yourself, I'll hold them back...for now

Shut your mouth not your heart

Okay so quick note, I haven't updated in ages I know. I've gotten myself out of a toxic situation and am currently working on improving my situation, it's currently not working, Imma try update more. It's normally when I'm unable to sleep as you can tell from the millions of spelling and grammar mistakes. (wow i started this update in may)
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I don't know where Gerard went, he left me with Sweet Pea a few hours ago. He said he'd be gone a while so I shouldn't worry but I am definitely gonna worry anyway. I think he went to sort some stuff linked to the puppy? Who knows, I miss him. Imma go find him. I got up, picking up Sweet Pea as I did so and began wandering around the camp in search for my beautiful human with his beautiful eyes and lil teeth.

He seemed to have completely vanished from existence, like okay I'm not really making an effort in my search but still. All his usual locations are deserted, where is Gerard Way?

"But..he always..I know but.." I could hear Gerard, he was near by. He sounded stressed, who was he talking to? Better question, what was he talking about? I found him but remained out of sight managing to listen into the conversation stressing him. He was speaking to someone I myself had not yet come across, it was odd seeing more and more people after being alone for so long. "Gerard, the dog will draw attention to the group, plus couldn't we use it as last resort food." Gerard frowned at the man close to him. Who the hell would eat a dog? That's just..it's terrible. Dogs are so soft and too good and pure for this world. "I'll provide on my own then but no way in hell am I taking the dog away from Frankie".

Sweet Pea barked loudly, drawing attention to myself within moments. This man was not pleasant, he had one of those faces. The ones where the individual just generally does not look friendly. This guy was certainly not at all friendly. He averted his gaze back to Gerard, "whatever Way. But I swear when it ruins everything-" Gerard butted in, correcting the man "she is not an it. Dogs have their own thoughts." The man glared slightly, "when she ruins everything I'm gonna do precisely what I told you. Be aware of that. "

The man had gone, Gerard's smiled at me "miss me?" I nodded. I did miss him which is rather odd but I really did, he's amazing, he's just one of those people you want to be around all the time. He looked happy yet almost uneasy, perhaps due to his conversation with the gentleman who had been by only minutes before. "What was that guy on about?" His smile faltered slightly before he just shook his head, going onto a different subject. "It's pretty cold today right?" I just nodded in agreement. What had they spoken about? I know part of the conversation was the dog but who knows.

Gerard could tell that I was curious as to what had happened, giving the look of  'please just leave it'. He grabbed my hand, leading me off somewhere and I just followed calmly as I kept Sweet Pea close to my chest. He lead me to another part of the camp and took Sweet Pea from me, passing her to Lindsey. I like Lindsey, shes sweet and kind and not an ass. I'm also pretty sure she wouldn't try eat a dog so I think I can put up with that. He quickly spoke to her before grabbing my hand once again, leading me away from the camp. Where could we be going? Why can't I bring Sweet Pea? I wanna bring Sweet Pea. What if she misses me and thinks I've left? Dogs don't like being left.

"Gerarddddd, where are we going?" I whined, I'm too lazy to walk this far. "Frank shush, it's a secret" he said as we kept walking. I continued to whine and he continued to shush me, it was clear I was starting to piss the man off. Maybe he'll tell me out of annoyance? Good plan Iero, good plan. "Geeeeeeeeeee. I'm boreddddd, tell me pl-" I was cut off by a now very cross Gerard turning around to face me. "Shut your mouth, for the sake of my sanity," oh boy he's vexed, RIP me. I decided this was a good point to just become quiet, quiet is good. Gerard continued walking, gripping my hand that bit tighter than he had before. I feel bad, I shouldn't have been like that.