Torn Between Two © Dimity
You know that feeling when you're torn between two?
You know how your heart breaks inside when you make the wrong decision?
I feel like I don't know myself anymore.
I'm not who I was yesterday, the one who didn't care.
It will take time, because it's hard to figure out.
What to do when you're dying inside, knowing you could have prevented the heartbreak.
The words I said to you moved something inside of me.
Words of someone else, being told to you by me.
I couldn't help the pain you caused me, looking in your eyes.
The happy times we had sharing memories.
Our ten minute conversations every night.
They way you said I was pretty when I asked.
They way you asked what was wrong when you realized I was feeling down
.
You teased me playfully about who I liked at the time.
The happiness you always appeared to bring.
When you asked me how school was.
When you smile at me for no reason at all.
When you wanted me to sing your favorite song.
How when you said if I become a pop star, I need to hook you up with your favorite singer.
I promised I would try.
I will remember you, I won't forget.
The smile you bring to my face.
The way you make me laugh for no particular reason at all.
When I look you in the eyes, I give you everything.
