It's been two week since me and Cas started dating. I've told him I love him. I know it's quick but it felt right. The only thing though is I lied to him.
I hate lying to him but I had to. My dad doesn't approve and it breaks my heart.
"DEAN!"
Crap
I walked down stairs and saw my father.
"You still dating Castiel? I told you I didn't like you dating. Not till you move out. Dean----- Crap Dean why don't you listen? You know what tomorrow at school you will tell him you don't love him and brake up with him."
"What? Dad! No! I -- I can't do that."
"Listen. Its my house. Till you move out you will not date a boy. After I don't care. Its final Dean."
"Dad--"
"DEAN!"
"Okay, okay. Yes sir."
I slowly turned around and went to my room. I had to brake up with Cas? I can't do that. How can I lie to him too? I love him to much.
Next Day
I saw Cas get out of his car. He looked happy. Oh god he looked happy and he hasn't been for weeks. He never told me why but I could see a change in behavior. I'll have to break that too.
"Hey Dean."
I nodded at him. The entire football team plus my dad were watching. Great.
"Dean? What's wrong?"
Only that I have to break up with you that's all.
"Um Cas. I ---- I can't."
"Dean?"
I looked up at Cas and saw worry in his eyes.
"I'm sorry."
"For? Dean what happened?"
"I-- I lied. I'm sorry. My dad isn't approving. I can't date till I'm out of high school, boys I mean. And -- I told you he did. I'm sorry. He-- he wanted me to tell you I didn't love you but - but I do."
I was letting small tears out now.
"But I know I lied. And I love you. Trust me I do. But we have to break up. I - I don't want to but---."
"You lied?"
I looked up at Cas and saw anger and sadness.
"We've been together for two weeks. You've lied for three. Telling me your family accepts."
"Cas I'm ---."
"No! Dean. You don't lie to someone about that. Especially when your dating someone that's gay. I -- I thought your family accepted."
"I'm so sorry."
Cas looked up at me and I could see tears forming.
"You're not even going to try and stand up? Continue dating me?"
"Cas I can't and---."
"No. no. save it. That's all I needed to hear."
Cas slowly walked past me and into the school. I've just broken him.
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Don't Worry I'm Used To It
FanficCastiel likes Dean. Dean likes Castiel. But there's rules they have to follow until Dean changes that. Castiel is still scared to be in a relationship with Dean because he's constantly being abused by his dad or Crowley beats him up. Most of his fam...
