Don't Worry I'm Used To It

Chapter Thirteen ~ Dean

When I got that call I didn't know what to do. I froze. Worst part is I was in my kitchen with my dad.

When I got off the phone tears were forming in my eyes. My mouth was closed shut and the only thing going on in my mind is what happened?

My father kept staring at me. He wanted to know what was wrong I could tell.

"That----- that was Gabriel."

[Groan] "That Novak kids brother? I told you---."

"YES DAD I UNDERSTAND!"

My little brother quickly ran into the Kitchen while my mom just looked up and stared at me. She didnt have a problem with me being gay or dating Castiel. It was all my dad.

"Dean don't you give me that attitude!"

"Why not!? BECAUSE OF YOU CASTIEL IS IN THE HOSPITAL! I could of been there for him..... If he was hurting he could of called me."

I slowly looked up at my father.

"But I had to brake up with him. I lost his trust and now he's in the the..... The godamn hospital!"

No one said anything. My father looked shocked and I could tell there was regret and worry in his eyes. Sam was scared about my outburst and my mom walked over and handed me my keys.

Go was the only thing my mom said to me. I gave my father one last look and rushed out the door heading to the hospital where Cas was.

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There he was. Lying on the bed pale and asleep. He was wearing a hospital gown so I could see every scar on his wrist and arms. What caught my eye was the big bandage around his wrist. 

Gabriel then came in and looked at me.

"Wha---- what did he do?"

"He um cut him self."

I quickly looked at Gabe.

"You sound like you knew he did this."

Anger was starting to boil inside me.

"My um fathe---- yes I did know okay. He hasn't been okay in um------ I'm sorry."

I looked over at Cas and stared.

"You never even tried getting help?"

"If you knew. You would understand why I couldn't."

"Knew?"

"Wait till Castiel tells you. It better that way."

Knew what?