My Life Story

chapter 1: The beginning of a fake friendship and 1st crush

* All of the people's names have been changed

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* Book may contain errors and may be edited later

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(I would like to thank my friend BrokeRecord for inspiring me to write my life story and share with others what I have been through)
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                  {based on a true story *different names used}

Have you ever wished you can take back what was being said or done ? I sometimes wish I that but I tell myself things happen for a reason. I will begin telling you how I became friends with Sophia. It all began in first grade, I was waiting my turn on a playground equipment then I saw Sophia she asked me. If I wanted to play with her and if I wanted to be her friend I said okay and then I forgot why I walked away I was always used to playing alone. Then I joined an afterschool program I had lots of attention which I was freaked out by I was approached by many girls sometimes I even wished there were girls my age.

After a while, Sophia joined I became friends with her we were inseparable then again we would sometimes have fights for stupid reasons but we had on and off friendship. I remember that we once fought because we were arguing whether a tomato was a fruit or a vegetable I know what a stupid reason to fight for. Then we would apologize to eachother as we grew up she had her crushes I still didn't know how it felt to have a crush. I experienced that moment in 2nd grade I had a crush on Jake but he had a crush on another. But he made me think he liked me he would tease me and taser me you know touch your sides if he didn't like me he shouldn't have played with my feelings.

I had a crush on jake for 3 years and a half including 2nd grade. In fourth grade I found out Sophia also had a crush on Jake. Once in fourth grade Sophia was standing by the door and the students were not supposed to go in Jake was in front and the students pushed Jake and he ended up landing on top on Sophia pinning her to the ground everyone was laughing Jake got up and some girls helped Sophia get up I was jealous at that time and sometimes I ask myself now why was I jealous he was not worth it. Then I was in fifth grade we were still friends I tried to stop liking Jake but it was impossible he was in my class for second grade, fourth grade, and fifth grade. Then something terrible happened in sixth grade he found out I had a crush on him then a girl teased me and said "you like jake."

I asked her who told her she didn't tell me but I suspected of 2 girls one Sophia the other a girl named Juliette who I thought was my friend in fifth grade. Then until one day a girl named Savannah teased me I made up a lie " I can deny I did have a crush on Jake but that was in second grade." Then I walked away then she stopped teasing me. But then a boy close to Jake said " why do you like Jake." Jake was right there I stood there embarassed and didn't say nothing. I'm guessing Jake asked the boy close to him named Joshua to ask me why I like him.

I remember my sixth grade year then I realized Sophia was no longer the friend I befriended. She gave me bad faces and hung out with popular sixth grade girls. I made new friends that year. Then when sixth grade promotion I saw Jake and realized that I felt nothing and I realized that those feelings stopped the day he found out I liked him. He stared at me during promotion but I didn't care because he played with my feelings for so long. It took me a while to move on but the thing is I did.

Author's Note:
I'm sorry for the chapter being short they will get longer.