My depressed boyfriend

NINE

Troye's P.O.V

I'm surprised none of the boys saw all my cuts last night. If they did they didn't say anything. There have been times where I've done it really deep and you can actually see the skin is open. But no one noticed, or no one cared.

Or so I thought.....

'Troye baby?' Well here comes Tyler.....Great.
'Troye?' Ugh fine! I'll answer!
'Y-yeah?' Wow jive shaky voice Troye. Fucking idiot.
'I wanted to talk to you....' he says, coming into our shared bedroom
'Okay, w-what's up?' I ask, turning on the bed to face him.
'Last night....I noticed something.......I think you know what I'm talking about' I says, sitting down next to me and pulling me onto his lap.
I sigh. No point in denying what he saw.
'Oh, th-that. I-I-I'm sorry' I start to cry after trying to hold my tears in.
'It's okay ba-' I cut him off. This sudden burst of rage flowing through me and getting pissed off at people telling me that "it's okay" because it's not!
'No! No it's not! It's not okay! It's never okay! I'm not okay! I'm broken! I want nothing more than to just die! I want my life to be over! Why can't my life just be normal!? Why can't I be normal!? I'm done with life Tyler, I'm done. I just want to leave and never come back.....' I run down the stair and Tyler chases after me 'Troye baby st-' it was too late. I ran out and slammed the door. I don't know how far or how long I ran. But I ran until my lungs gave out. I ran and idk where I am now. But I don't care. Maybe I'll stay here forever until I starve to death. Hopefully I do.

Tyler's P.O.V

Shit. Fuck. FUCK! I drop to the floor just full out screaming and crying so much I can't breath, I can't even move. After about 5 minutes I manage to get up and grab my phone. I ring Daniel. Fuck. He didn't pick up. I try Joey. Oh thank god.

'Hello? Tyler?'

'Hey j-Joey I-I-it's me'

'Tyler what's wrong?!'

'T-t-t-tro-ye h-he ran I- I don't Kn-ow wh-ere he's g-g-gone'

'Tyler breathe, I can't understand you'
I take a few deep breaths and try again.

'T-Troye he ran away. I don't know where he's gone'

'Does he gave his phone with him?'

'N-no'

'Okay we're on our way okay, you need to calm down'

I can here him muttering some things in the background and then he says goodbye and hangs up. I walk back down stairs but can help but break down sobbing and screaming again. Then I hear a knock at the door.
'Tyler? Tyler it's me, Joey, is it open?' He doesn't give me time to answer before the door is swung open and the boys are rushing over to me. 'C'mon we need to go find him' Daniel says as he helps me to my feet. He puts me in the back seat and we drive off. We drive for about 3 and a half hours until Daniel says we should get back home and that he might be there. But he would've called if he was at home. So I shout 'no! We have to find him!' And the boys flinch ant my sudden outburst. 'If you wanna go home then go. But I'm gonna stay here and look for him' I mumble as I open the door. 'Tyler don't be stupid. It getting dark' Joey says.
'I'm going to find him! I've got my phone, if you wanna go then go' I get out of the car and close the door, walking off and not even thinking about looking back.
'Troye! Troye! Troye!' I shout looking for him. I walk for a half hour before I spot someone sitting on the edge of a cliff. I walk over trying to see who it is. But unfortunately it's not Troye. It's that girl he met at the hospital, Kelly.
'Hey kelly!' She also jump out of her pants. Oops.
'Tyler you scared me! What's are you doing out here?'
'I would ask you the same thing but I'm not in the mood for a chat. Have you seen Troye anywhere?'
'Troye? No, why?' She asks confused
'He ran away like 4 hours ago I can't find him'
'I'll help! Why did he run away?'
'He had a sudden outburst and just got mad at angry at everything and everyone. He ran out of the house before I could stop him'
'Okay ummm. We'll find him. I promise'