Tyler's P.O.V
A/N this is the same dream that was mentioned in the last chapter. and also read the short authors note at the end so you don't get confused as fuck in future chapters.Troye was squirming around in his sleep half the night, but I just brushed it off thinking it was just a wet dream. That was until he made a pained noise, cuddled into me and sobbed, all in his sleep.
I sat up and looked over at him. His pillow was soaked with tears and he wouldn't stop moving around. It was almost like someone was trying to grab hold of him. He then started to talk. or should I say plead?
"No! Please! Get off me! I don't want it! Please! Stop! Let me go!"
What the fuck?
"Stop it! I have a boyfriend, stop! Get the fuck off me!"
Shit, I better wake him up. He dreaming about what happened last night. I can tell.
I started shaking him gently but he wouldn't wake up.
"P-please stop, I-I don't like it"
"Troye? Wake up. C'mon Troye you need to wake up" I said shaking him a little harder.
He bolting up into a sitting position and looked around. When he saw me he broke down and climbed into my arms.
"Shh! You're okay baby, you're alright. I'm here" I rubbed his back as his tears slowly wet my shirt.
"Ty, it was so bad! He wouldn't let go and cut me every time I tried to get away! He jus-" I cut him off as he tried to speak through his sobs.
"Shh, it's okay Hun, I'm here. He's not gonna come anywhere near you. I won't let him"
I lied him down while still holding him, and held him tight, but not too tight as he is covered in cuts and bruises from that fucking monster"
It fell into a comfortable silence, the only sound being the wind outside and his quiet sniffles.I didn't want to fall back to sleep before he did so I stayed awake until his breathing became shallow.
I closed my eyes and fell asleep with the feeling of his heartbeat on my chest.Troye's P.O.V
I woke up and looked to the window to see it's now daylight outside. I look to the bedside table and grab my phone to check the time.
1:24
Fuck, I slept in that long?
I got out of bed and went downstairs, again, forgetting that I am Currently butt naked.
"Babe, again? Really?" Tyler asks from his spot in the kitchen.
"What?" I'm confused.
"Oh my god. Look down babe" I look down. OHHHH! Why am I naked still?
"IGH! Why the fuck do I always forget I'm naked?!" He giggles and says
"I don't know babe but I think it's cute. Just like you"
"But i can't be fucked going all the way upstairs just to put random clothes on" I complained. That's right. I'm a lazy bitch. Deal with it.
"Then don't. I'm not complaining" hm typical Tyler. Never turns down a chance to even get a glance at my wang.
I walk into the lounge room and plonk down on the couch, flicking on the TV and looking through the channels to see what's on.
UGH! all that's on Is shit!
I decide to put a music channel on, deciding on V[Hits]. The current show playing is 'triple play' and they're playing green day.
"DON'T WANNA BE AN AMERICAN IDIOT! DON'T WANT A NATION UNDER THE MEDIA! CAN YOU HEAR THE SOUND OF HYSTERIA?! THE SUBLIMINAL MIND-FUCK AMERICA!" I scream at the stop of my lungs. What? Don't judge. I'm awesome.
"Welcome to a new kind of tension, all across the alien nation. Where everything isn't meant to be oka-"
Stupid Tyler interrupting me.
"What are you doing?" He questions.
"I was singing, and YOU just interrupted me me" I sasses at him.
"I didn't even know you liked green day...?" He gave me a confused look, pointing to the TV screen.
"I don't" what? I don't! (A/N: I fucking love green day!!)"You're weird Troye" he laughed.
"FUCK OFF! I'M AWESOME!"
"Okay, I know you are. What do you want for lunch though?" Fuck.
"I'm uh...I'm not hungry" I'm starving.
"You have t-" I cut him off before he could finish, because I know exactly what he's going to say. He's going to say that I have to eat. But I'm not gonna. No way.
"I said I'm not hungry Tyler. Just drop it. Please"
"Alright. But I want you to eat at least something today. Even if it's only small"
"Okay, fine. But I'm not eating anything with fat in it" I promised him I'll eat something. So I will. Just not right now.The day went by quite fast. I did actually eat something. It was only a strawberry, but it's something.
We are now getting into bed, turning off the TV in the bedroom and cuddling together and falling asleep. Tonight I didn't have any nightmares about what happened. Good. I want to forget about it, and never talk about ever again.A/N - sorry for the short chapter, I wrote it while in class at school. Hehe I'm savage. Anyways, I have also decided to make this book an Mpreg. For those of you who don't know what that is, it's male pregnancy. Nothing in this, or the previous chapters will be changed, just in the future I will have either Joey or Troye get pregnant. Maybe even both. Might be soon as well.
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Fiksi PenggemarORIGINAL MAME IS SEX ON LEGS! Sex. Self harm. anorexia. suicide. depression. and anxiety. there may be upsetting, offensive, or disturbing scenes in this book. Changed the cover and the name of this story as well