rant book

my hair

so my mom decided to do my hair and i was down for it and she did it in knots

and i said to myself im going to go to school like this, i had 3 knots and 2 braids in the back, it didn't look bad.

when my mom dropped me off i put my hood up and she was telling me to take it off so my hair doesn't mess up. i kept my hood up until i got to first period that's when i took it down. no one said anything about my hair until this boy realized i had 3 knots in my hair and he whispered to these 3 boys something about me but i heard him say, "why her mom let her leave the house like that?", he was laughing with the other boys.

they then proceed to TAKE PICTURES of my hair on snapchat and draw stuff around me saying god knows what. 2/4 boys took pics of me and they were trying to do it discreetly like i wouldn't see but i did. they were laughing so hard when one girl who sits behind me asked what were they laughing at and one of the boys showed her and they laughed even louder. while all that was happening i was staring off into space trying not to cry, i barely blinked.

when first period was over i put my hood up and went to the bathroom and took both all 3 of he knots out. i was trying to figure out how to style my hair since i took them out but i couldn't so i just put my hood up and went to second period.

when i got to second period i texted my mom but

the whole second period i was crying, tears wee running down my face. idk why but this girl who sits at my table asked to see me hair and i told her no bc i took my hair apart. i think she asked me that bc the girl in my first period who was laughing with the boys is also in my second period.

NOW im in third period and everybody has gone to lunch and im sitting in the classroom waiting for everybody to get back and THE BOY WHO TOOK PICS OF ME IS IN MY 3RD PERIOD. so im not looking forward to that. but im sitting here in this empty classroom crying bc im getting bullied. i just want to go home.

:(