rant book

the n word ._.

i was at school a few weeks ago waiting for my mom to come pick me up after school.

i usually ride to bus 95% of the time but i was tired of getting home 20mins later when my house is less than 6-8mins away from my school 😑 ANYWAYS OFF TOPIC but

i was standing on the side walk in front of my school and this white boy was talking to one of his friends and he was talking about some irrelevant b.s but he happened to say "nigga" in his sentence while walking past me.

when they walked past me the friend who was just listening happened to look my way when his friend said it and looked away... ashamed/embarrassment ?_? i guess..

but when the white boy said "nigga", i instantly thought of jela from the bad girls club when she went in on lauren for saying "nigga" then socked her in the face. 💀💀 anyways

i started laughing out of no where.

BUT SEE THE GAG IS

the guy who looked at me in embarrassment or ashamedness(?_?not a word lmao?_?) was black.

i really don't get how you're black and can hang around white people who say "nigga" all day??

I KNOW SOME BLACK PEOPLE WHO CAN STAND THAT, HOW??????_??????

but

there's this white boy in my class who does that and he says "nigga" left and right and he talks to this other kid who's black and the black kid will say "nigga" right back with him in a convo. idgi.