♚Purposeful Hate♚|| joe sugg||

~planning~

^this is Shays outfit:)

Leas pov

There was so much to a wedding. From the theme to the type of music that will be playing. And let me tell you, it was a lot for one girl to handel, so I of course made Simon come with me to meet up with Zoe to help plan it.
"Being the centre of attention was always my thing." I giggled in honesty, sipping on my over priced strawberry iced tea. We were currently looking over themes, stuck between silver and blue or rose gold and white.
"What are the dress colours?" Zoe asked, scribbling things down on her notepad. My eyes jumped out, and I mentally facepalmed at my slowness.
"Oh god I need to take you guys to get dress before anything!" I exclaimed, and a small smirk danced into Simons face, his fingers tapping mine.
"We can do that tomorrow. The invites are out already, and people are rsvping." Zoe explained and I nodded. We went on talking about the wedding, finally settling on rose gold and white, deciding that we wanted lilac or pastel blue dresses.
"Who are the bridesmaid?" She asked, and I thought for a second.
"Well we need one for each of the sidemen plus I'm sure you are letting all be in it." I said to simon, and he nodded.
"So, you, Seana, Freya, bells, Marisa, Katie, and we need someone for Vik." I listed off, Zoe writing out the names.
"Didn't Vik say he liked that girl in La?" He asked, and I thought back for a moment, shaking my head.
"But saz, she has to be in it. " I whined, and simon sighed out in frustration.
"Look, the girls can be in it. That what? 6 girls? One for Ethan Jj Harry Tobi and josh. I'm sure Vik won't mind walking with your sister or something?" He suggested, and my whole body froze. He looked at Zoe wide eyed, and she stifled a laugh.
"It's not funny I need to call her!" I rushed out, grabbing my phone from my purse and scrolling to her name. It rang for a moment before she picked up.
"Hello?" She asked, joy in her voice.
"Shay, can you come to costa? I need your help." I spoke, biting my lip.
"Why? You haven't talked to me in over a year." He shot back, and I frowned, slouching in my chair.
"Remember simon?" I asked, and she hummed a yes.
"We are getting married." I rushed out, and I heard her gasp, becoming a sputtering, coughing mess.
"Swear fucking down!" She exclaimed, and I knew she wasn't even mad anymore. She said she was on her way, hanging up on me.
"You never told her?" Simon laughed, and I shrugged.
"We left off on a bad foot." I explained, chugging my tea in annoyance.
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Now, with what seemed like forever, what finally texted and said she was getting out the uber. The doors swung in, and what walked in made me do a double take. What once was my innocence little sister was now a literal mini me. Her hair was in two French braids, the colour a pretty platinum grey, Her make up was much more than she would usual wear. She wore high waisted jeans, rips on the knees, with a white crop top and a cute throw over cardigan.
"Haven't you changed." I compliment, and she smiled, and I could tell she wasn't wearing her retainer.
"I could say the same, you look great." She said, sitting down next to Zoe who looked To my sister.
"Congratulations on the engagement by the way, you are an absolute gorgeous couple." She exclaimed, and it's like I didn't even recognize my sister anymore.
"We need to catch up before we talk about the plans. Are you dating?" I asked, and she shook her head.
"It's like nobody wants to date me." She sighed, slapping her thighs.
"Well, that comes to my question. Do you remember Vik?" I asked, and her eyes lit up. She nodded, a smile plastered on her face.
"He needs someone to be his bridesmaid." I explained and she was practically jumping in her seat.
"I'd love to be a bridesmaid." She cheered, and Zoe laughed, writing her name down on the pad of paper.
"She always did fancy Vik." Simon giggled in my ear, and I nodded, looking over to my sister who was having a conversation with Zoe.
"On to my maid of honour. Now, this is a hard one, but Zoe do you want to be my maid of honour?" I asked, and her face glowed with excitement.
"Of course I would!" A smile was clear on her now red face.
"Jj is my best man." Simon spoke, and I nodded. It was quite obvious he was going to be, no matter how close any of the other guys were to simon or me.
"Lea, about the whole, knowing about joe and Brynn.." Shay trailed off, and I stopped her, shaking my head.
"I'm okay, I'm friends with them. They are coming to the wedding." I smiled, leaning against simon, who for a second I totally forgot he was there. Shay smiled, scooting out of we chair.
"I have to go, but I'll text you. Tell me when you are going dress shopping." She explained, standing up. I nodded, standing up and pulling her into a hug. Something in me cracked, my emotions threatening to spill. She pulled away, leaving me with Zoe and simon. I sat down, turning to Zoe to speak, but the string snapped when I tried to open my mouth. A crack escaped and tears spilled from my eyes.
"What's wrong love?" Simons asked, placing a hand on my thigh.

"I really missed my sister."
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Shoot me I'm late. But chapters will be coming this week, a lot happened over the weekend, I went on holiday and some medical stuff happened. But i will be on top of my game :)