♚Purposeful Hate♚|| joe sugg||

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Leas pov

I was the first to see cal. Tobi was talking to us about not doing anything about it, to it touch him, that it'll only make it worse. I wasn't having that. I ran to tobi's room, seeing cal on the bed in the corner.
"What the hell do you think you were doing?" I shouted, causing cal to snap his head over to me. I was already by his side, slamming my palms onto his chest causing him to slip back.
"Your a fucking prick callum! A fucking prick!" I shouted, letting my fist connect with the side of his mouth. For a split second I say anger in his eyes. For a split second i thought he was going to hit me back. But before he could act on it, I was being plucked from my position by Tobi.
"God your full of surprises." He huffed as he pulled me away, simon taking my spot. Tears blurred my vision, flashes of bells bruises going through my mind.
"Hit me you bitch." Simon hissed as we got on top of cal.
"Hit me you fucking pussy hole. Had to hit a girl to feel good about yourself huh?" He asked, talk his anger out on cal, who lied blank faced, taking the hits.
"I'm taking you to Ethan's flat. Mar is in there." Tobi explained as he slowly pulled me away from the room.
"Let simon kill him." I whispered and Tobi laughed as we went out the door and to Ethan's. when we got in there, Marisa was in the lounge and Ethan was in his office, editing away.
"I've got company for you." Tobi giggled as we looked at Marisa. My hands were shaking, and I could tell Marisas face mirrored mine.
"Ethan wants to talk to you." Marisa whispered to me, and I nodded, walking to the back of his flat where he sat at his desk, spinning in his chair. I sat down on his sofa, taking his emoji pillow in my hands and setting it in my lap. He spun around to me, a smirk set on his pale face.
"Did Emily tell you she is moving out?" He laughed, and i stared at him awe struck.
"No! Why are you laughing about this?" He shrugged, rubbing his temples.
"I thought we were all good until she came into my room with an over night bag telling me that she is going to be staying with Anna." He spoke, and I frowned at the fact he said Anna and not bells. He looked at me, his eyes glazed over.
"Aw eth. I'm so sorry." I whispered, moving over closer, setting my hand on his. He smiled at me, and I knew he was on the verge of tears.
"What did I do to her ." He whispered, my heart shattering more and more as he spoke about it.
"Oh you didn't do anything!" I assured, and Tobi came walking in.
"So he told you huh." Tobi asked as he flopped down next to me, taking the pillow from me, laying on my thighs.
"Where is Mar?" I asked, setting my hand on his head.
"She's going to sleep, her stomach is hurting." He explained, blowing air on my palm, making me shiver.

For a split second I felt like my life was normal. Like if I went out those doors then my whole life would turn out fine. Until the doors opened, slamming me back into reality.

"He finally fucking hit back." Tobi whispered astonished. I snapped my head to simon, but instantly wished that I would have just stayed looking at Tobi. Because then maybe it would all be okay. But no, I looked at simon, the anger instantly bubbling up inside me as I seen the battered blonde stand there. One of his eyes was sealed shut, and his lip was cut down the middle.
"I'll be back." I stated, but Tobi instantly pulled me down as I tried to stand up.
"Your not going in there with him. No one else is." Simon spoke, sitting on the floor. I shook my head, closing my eyes as Tobi pulled me into his arms.
"Bells didn't need this." He whispered, and even though he was trying to make it all better. It just wasn't enough.

Bells pov

Tears welled in my eyes as I looked in the mirror. He didn't mean to do it. I started it. All over a simple text from my sister. He was drunk. He didn't know what he was doing. My hands trailed down to the first mark on my body, just below my shoulder blade. Then to the next, and the next. As my fingers brushed each bruise, I counted the names he called me with each blow. They all added up, to one beautiful tragedy. Like fireworks, the grand finale. When the most colourful ones make their presence known. The worst ones are on my arms and hips, where he kept grabbing me, telling me that I can't run away from it now. That it was all my fault. I deserved it. But those were just drummed words, falling off his lips in anger.

Gorgeous beautiful words of hatred.
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Woah. A lot just happened in this short little chapter. I hope you liked it!

Im on spring holiday so hopefully I will get this book moving, AND I MAY BE COMING OUT WITH A NEW BOOK CALLED PERFECT TRAGEDY OR A DIFFERENT ONE CALLED FALLING. SO PLEASE PLEASE COMMENT WHICH ONE YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE MORE!

Perfect tragedy- minizerk
A story in which the death of Ethan Payne brings two people together, forming a perfect tragedy

Falling- minizerk
A story in which josh finds himself falling for his best friend, and without him knowing, simon only makes him fall deeper and deeper