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Once in a Blue Moon

Pagka pasok namin sa audi almost lahat ng tao napatigi all eyes were on us, bakit kaya? Oo nga pala magka hawak yung mga palad namin. I-aalis ko na sana ang pagka hawak ng kamay namin ngunit hinigpitan niya ito lalo. Nagulat ako sa ginawa niya. Nilingon ko ang mga kaibigan ko na medyo nagulat din nakita ko si Ralph na kina kausap si Alexandra na naka tingin din sa amin. Nilingon kami ni Ralph at kumuyom ang panga niya. Anyare? baka nagalit kasi di pinapansin ni Alex siya hahay :((

"Andrew, bitawan mo na yung kamay ko, lahat sila naka tingin na sa atin" sabi ko na medyo naguguluhan na tono. "Pabayaan mo na sila, na iingit lng yan" gusto ko sanang sagutin ng 'alam mo gwapo ka sana eh, makapal lng ang mukha' pero syempre since makapal nga yung mukha niya di ko na lng sinabi baka mas lalo lng magiging makapal instead bumulong ako sa sarili ko "Ang hangin" nakit ko siyang nag smile at nag hanap na si ng ma uupuan namin.

Nung naka hanap na siya agad kaming umupo medyo akward nga eh. Ang ingay ng lugar pero kami total silence mukang napansin niya iyon at nag salita siya "Uhmmm, hey, Claris," nilingon ko siya "hmm?" bigla naman siyang napangisi. problema nito? "maybe you're wondering bakit bigla akong ganito sayo. You wanna know why?" oo nga, bakit? "Why?" sabi ko na naka taas yung isang kilay ko bigla siyang tumayo at hinatak ako palabas

Pagka labas namin dinala niya ako sa sasakyan niya.... teka, si ba mag d-drive? 4th year student pa lng to ah "Teka, ikaw ba mag d-drive?" medyo nag aalin langan kong tanong "Yup, and if you ask why I really don't know, my dad took care of that sooo dont worry sanay na ako, just Trust me" nilingon niya ako at nag smile. Napa smile nadin ako ang gwapo niya pala talaga "O-okay" then tumingin siya sa harapan.

Medyo malayo yung byahe kaya naka tulog ako "Claris, gising na, nandito na tayo" dinilat ko yung mga mata ko at nag yawn pag baba ko nag stretching pa ako.

Inayos ko ng pagka dilat ng mata ko walang tao at madilim "Claris! Nakikinig ka ba kanina pa kita tinatawag ah" napatalon ako ng konti nagulat kasi ako eh "Saan ba tayo ba't ang dilim at walang tao?" sabi ko sakanya "Bsta sumama ka na lng sa akin all you have to do is trust me" yan nanaman yung 2 words na nakaka kilabot. Hinawakan niya yung kamay ko at dinala ako sa isang abandoned barn. Nakaka takot sa loob

Malaki, malawak, tahimik at madilim sa loob medyo natatako na ako. muang napansin naman niya iyon dahil huminto siya lumingon sa akin "Don't worry, you're fine, don't get scared I promise I won't hurt you" pero natatakot talaga ako eh. nagulat ako ng bigla niya akong nilapitan at hinug "Hey, I told you all you have to do is trust me, the moment you came in with me-" kinakabahan ako "there's no turning back" kumalas siya ng yakap at nag paatuloy mag lakad

Pag dating namin sa 2nd floor ay may nakita akong ladder at umakyat kami doon ako ang unang umakyat, medyo nagulat ako dahil na aaninag ko ang napaka laki at maliwanag na buwan at bituwin "Hey! Don't just stand there, sit hear!" sabay tap sa space sa tabi niya. umupo naman ako sa tabi niya "Ang ganda naman ng buwan with stars around it" sabi ko habang ine-enjoy yung view "beautiful isn't it? It's the Blue Moon it only comes after 3 years, it's the rarest of them all, it's one of a kind" nilingon ko siya habang siya nanaman nag e-enjoy sa view "I-I don't understand" nilingon niya ako at ngumisi "Uhmm you know blue moon, one of the biggest and brighte-" I cut him off "Not that you idiot, I mean, why'd you bring me here?"

nag smile siya at tumingin sa view "Nothing really I just feel comfortable around you, I mean the first time I saw you, I just think you're the one" naguguluhan ako "Maybe you're thinking 'Why me?' 'Why so sudden?' 'Bago lng tayo ng kakilala ah?' You see when you love or like someone you don't think you feel, and it's not about how long you've known each other it's about what you feel" nilingon niya ako at nag smile then he held my hands tight. aalisin ko sana but he wouldn't let me

After what he said there was a total akward silence napansin niya ata yun ng bigla siyang nag salita "I used to go here with my bestfriend, she was the one who showed me this whenever I or she feels alone we just come up here we would tease, laugh, talk, share and play here until we fall asleep but we as the days pass we grew closer to each other that was then I realized that I have fallen in love with her it was a bit akward to be with her kaya iniwasan ko siya, lumipat kami ng bahay and I never heard from her again but earlier that day we met I received a phone call, it was her mom, her mom said that she died that because of depression she attempted suicide then her mom told me to meet her some place so I said okay" na iiyak ako but I don't understand why yell me this? di na ako nag tanong and just go with the flow "tapos ano nangyari?" tanong ko sakanya he let down a loud sigh "She gave me a letter, it was more like a suicidal letter, and I felt guilty, at that letter she said that it was because of me lumayo daw ako without even saying goodbye but you know what really made me regret letting her go?" nakita kong tumutulo na yung luha niya

"what?" sabi ko while massaging his back so thay he would stop crying "He said that what's the point of living when the person you lobe the most is gone, she said that she loved me! how could I be so dumb?!" and that's when he broke down, maybe he just needed a friend, outside he looks so cool and care free but deep inside he's just hurt and alone. I went near him and hugged him "Hey everythings gonna be alright kay? she'll understand that, you just don't wanna lose your friendship don't cry drew" I said while I massage his back I understand him, well we don't have the se story buy I understand him, I see myself in him.

nag calm down siya after his 'major break down' tiningnan ko siya na naka tingin sa kawalan nag reflect ang ilaw galing sa buwan mas lalo siyang gumwapo "Im sorry for crying I just needed someone who I can tell this to, sorry ikaw pa na pili ko" he said then smiled "Uhmm Andrew about what you said earlier uhmm the thing when you said 'it doesnt matter how long you've know the person when you love you just know' what was that?" I said then drank the water that I brought with me "Oh yeah that, uhmmm I think I already love you, I want to court you" then he smiled again and put his arms around my shoulders na bigla ako sa sinabi niya at nabilaukan ako.

What's with this guy? He's good looking and all and I think his a gentle man, but whaaaaaaat?! he's gonna court me? he has a wierd personality though I just don't get him

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(AN:// thank you sa mga nag basa I never thought na in 3 day aabot na ng 60+ ang nag basa hihihi and may isa pa akong story ang title is A bestfriend story sana basahin niyo din one shot lng yun :) and kaya blue moon kasi favorite moon ko yan eh <3 okay sharing is good :> )