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Dilim

He took me home after that 'scene' I still can't believe na sinagot ko na siya.

Di ako nag sisisi pero baka masaktan ko siya, Okay, I won't deny the fact that im falling for Andrew. But there's a part of me that still love Ralph.

Speaking of Ralph I heard na nag cool-off daw sila ni Alex, kung ano man ang rason ayaw ko ng alamin.

Besprend Hannah calling...

"Hey, there sissy, are you free tomorrow morning? I wanna go somewhere"

"Uhmm, yeah, where to?"

"I don't know the mall maybe?"

"Okay, cool pick me up kay?"

"Yeah sure, but before you hung up, di mo sinabi sinagot mo na pala si Drew kainis ka nagtatampo ako sayo"

"Wha- Who- Did it spread that fast?"

"Well, you see I called drew asking if your with him he said that he took his 'girlfriend' home already then he hung up"

"Wha- di- cr- pshkshsyebs"

at binaba ko na ang phone I hope I won't regret this.

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Morning.

"Maaaa! Alis na po ako babyeeee!" lalabas na sana ako ng gate pero nagulat ako nasa labas si Andrew

"Hey baby, good morning! did you sleep well?" tinitigan ko lng siya "sorry if im acting weirs, its just that this is the first day that I can finally call you mine" then he smiled.

I went near him and pinch his cheeks "Ang cute mo tlga! tara na nga!" at na una akong pumasok sa sasakyan nila.

hanggang sa naka abot kami sa gate ng school si parin ma alis ang kanyang ngiti. ganyan ba siya kasaya? hihihi kinikilig naman ako :'>

pag baba namin all eyes on us agad. Andrew stopped when he realized that I was standing like a statue.

he held my hand "baby get use to it, promise i'll be here by your side" with that I felt safe so I walked with him

the day went by very fast di ko namalayan uwian na pala.

Today, today was what can I say? perfect? ang sweet ni Baby Drew I felt needed, loved, wanted and safe?

May class pa si Andrew kaya napag isipan kong hihintayin ko na lng siya.

Doon kaya muna ako sa Garden? tutal wala masyadong tao doon.

Lakad. Lakad. Lakad.

*sobs* napahinto ako teka may umiiyak ba? hinahanap ko kung saan galing yung mga hikab na naririnig ko

may nakikita aking figure ng lalake sa may garden naka yuko. lalapitan ko nga

nasa harap ko na siya ngayon, kinuha ko yung panyo ko sa bulsa at inabot sa kanya.

"Kuya, or kung sino ka man, ba't ka ba umiiyak? dahil ba yan sa love?"

di ko masyadong nakikita ang mukha niya medyo madilim kasi dito.

"You wouldn't understand even if I say it" sabi niya habang humihikab parin.

"I'll try to understand, whoever you are, just spill"

"I know this girl, we've known each other for like forever, she's friends with my sister but were not close and there's this one day she confessed her feelings for me but I let her down. I told her I didnt like her that much. But every guy who talks to her damn I wanna rip off there faces so I asked my bestfriend to pretend to be my girlfriend."

I was kinda of shock? di ko alam pero nakinig lng ako.

"I told her to be my girlfriend for 3 months only and then after that 3 months im gonna court the girl I like, yesterday was the last day so we went our seperate ways, but before we 'broke up' sabi niya kapag sinasabi niyang mahal niya ako totoo daw yun she said that she has fallen in love with me. last night I was about to call her, the girl I like, to ask her out and confess everything but her phone was busy at ngayon nalaman ko that im already to late. may nauna na pala. kagabi lng daw naging sila"

di ko alam pero naiyak ako.

"She's gone"

pagkasabi niya nun agad siyang humagulhol.

"lam mo? tanga ka rin. you had the chance pero you turned it down. and pina asa mo yung bestfriend mo lam mo yun? at sabi mo kagabi lng naging sila? try mong mag confess baka may chance ka pa, malay mo may feelings pa sayo yung girl. just try, trying won't hurt. that's a lesson learned hear me? if you have something dont take it for granted cause we don't realize what we have until its gone."

moment of silence....

tumayo yung guy at kinuha yung mga gamit niya

"Hey, thanks.... Claris"

"You're wel- teka... kilala mo ako?"

"syempre. I know you."

"H-huh? t-teka.. P-pano? ang dilim kaya"

"I know cause even on the darkest hours you're the only thing that lights up my whole world" kinuha niya ang kamay ko at nilagay sa dib dib niya "Feel that? You're the only girl who can make my heart beat like this"

at umalis na siya kumalabog ang puso ko his voice sounded familiar he souded like Ralph?

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(AN:// So excited for April 2 DIARY NG PANGET! wohooooo! sharing is good (: )