Bakit ngayon pa?

revelation

pag dating ko sa pwesto namin napansin ko wala si Ralph saan kaya siya? hmmm

"Claris, saan na si Ralph?" tanong ni Hannah sakin

"Huh? ba't ako tinatanong niyo? aba malay ko" sabi ko naman

"eh kasi inutusan naming tawagin ka eh si Andrew nga sana pero umalis sila ni KCI bumili ng mga inumin,siya yung naiwan kaya siya yung inutusan namin"

"eh wala akong nakitang Ralph eh pero...nevermind"

bumalik na sila Andrew at KCI pero wala paring Ralph na dumating that night ended smoothly pero di ako mapakali

tulog na silang lahat and I can't sleep so I decided to take a walk The sand drowning my feet into it was all I needed to relieve my stress I just stared at the moon it was shining so bright then I saw a shooting star

I closed my eyes and whispered softly "The last time I saw a shooting star I wished that Ralph would love me back but I guess that was to impossible to grant now my wish would be I hope he'll be happy with his life"

and then I opened my eyes and thats when I saw Ralph he was alone in the kubo I decided to go near him.

"Hey, nandito ka lng pala kanina kapa namin hinahanap" when I looked at him that when I realized he was crying

"R-ralph anong nangyari ba't ka umiiyak?" tanong ko sakanya

"W-wala" sabi niya

"You can tell me anything" sabay smile ko at tapik sa likuran niya

"Minahal mo ba talaga ako?" with what he said nabitawan ko ang pagkakahawak ko sa likod niya and left my jaw open

"No erase that. Mahal mo pa ba ako?!" I didn't answer I just stared at him

"I heared you talking to your sister. at doon ko nalaman mahal mo rin pala ako."

"What do you mean?" naliliyo kong tanong di ko kadsi gets eh! low gets ako okay?!

"TANGINA! MAHAL RIN KITA! masakit Claris! yung tipong mahal mo siya pero di mo sinasabi kasi natatakot kang ibabasted ka. pero all along you share the same feelings tapos ngayon ano?! may boyfriend na! why is everything to late?! Pinaselos kita pero wala, wala kang ginawa kaya akala ko wala rina kong pag asa. CLARIS IF YOU STILL LOVE ME BREAKUP WITH ANDREW I PROMISE ill treat you better! please!" humhikbi niyang sinabi

tumayo ako "huh! all along you loved me. pero wala kanamang ginawa kung talagang diterminado ka edi sana inamin mo! it's not that easy! mas masakit sa akin! at kahit kaylan hinding hindi mo mapapantayan ang kabaitan na ibinigay ni andrew sakin!"

"Pero ang pagmamahal mo sa akin mapapantayan ba yun ni Andrew?" relax niyang sinabi ABA GAGO TO AH! but he left me mute didnt even say anything

natauhan ako at sinagot ang sabi niya "Hindi..... Pa pero malapit na"

"Sa sinabi mo may pag asa pa ako ill get you Claris Franzine Mandaya!" and then he left me

I whispered to myself "Bakit ngayon pa Ralph? Bakit ngayon pa?"