The chaotic mess in my head wrecks everything I've worked so hard for these past few months.
It amazes me how much it still surprises me when these "episodes" hit with such a force and a quickness.
It always blindsides me and leaves me paralyzed.
I should be used to this after so many years.
But if I'm being honest with myself, truly honest then I'd know it's not something to get used to.
This is something that creeps up after months of thinking I'm okay and believing the inner battle inside of my mind is over.
I forget it's a war being fought and in reality it's just the calm before the storm.
The storm I'm hoping isn't has strong and terrifying as the last.
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An Explosion of Thoughts
Short StoryThese entries are a glimpse of my personal journey and struggle with Bipolar disorder and depression. These entries may cause triggers so please be careful when you read. If you need help please don't hesitate to call and ask for help... If you nee...
