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It's an addiction that I never thought was possible.
I yearn for it the most when everything seems to be out of my control.
My vision blurs as my chest burns and breathing seems impossible.
One.
Two.
Five.
Seven movements from my hand and the crimson gives me the illusion that I'm in control again.
The numbness kicks in and the burning, blurring pain is gone.
I can breath.
But it's all an illusion...
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Thank you to my beauties for pushing me to write this on here and not to be afraid. I love you both! LemonadesAriana Spitefully
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An Explosion of Thoughts
Short StoryThese entries are a glimpse of my personal journey and struggle with Bipolar disorder and depression. These entries may cause triggers so please be careful when you read. If you need help please don't hesitate to call and ask for help... If you nee...
