Love

Not A Love Story?

With exams over, everyone can finally relax... but now I have no reason to stay late at school...

I'm not intending to avoid Tobey... it's just that I can't seem to get him out of my head...

Still not a love story.

I hope...

I don't want things to be awkward between us.

I mean, he clearly doesn't like me that way, and I'm not even sure if I like him that way. There's really no point in ruining the relationship we have now.

What if we did start going out and we see that we're not right for each other? Where would I go? I don't want to go back to my mother's. I want to see her again but not when she's like that. I haven't got any other friends besides Tobey so I can't go and live with them instead. I'd just have to be out on the streets. Tobey wouldn't want me living with him if he found out that I loved him...

Wait.

Did I say "love"?

That's a very strong word for a feeling that I'm not even sure that I'm feeling.

Do I love him?