One sided Jungkookie || Jikook

05: Back to Reality

Jimhin woke up and sat up on his bed.

It was merely a crazy dream.

Jiminhoe cried softly in his covers, makinh sure that Junglebook in the next room couldn't hear him cry. He didn't want to worry Jungkook. Jimin cares about him too much to not bother Jungkook being worried about him.

Jimin didn't really want to be a bother to Jungkook. He thought Jungkook had better things to do rather than to worry about Jimin.

Jungkook would never understand Jimin's feelings anyways. Jimin knew that the love he held for Jungkook was only one sided. He didn't want to admit it though to himself, that his feelings for him weren't reciprocated.

Jimin looked up. I need to stop, he thought to himself.

Jimin got out of the covers and wiped the tears off his face. He got off his bed, stood up, and looked at himself in the mirror.

"Ugh", he mumbled to himself.

Jiminhoe was only wearing a white oversized shirt along with his underwear. His hand turned the door to his bathroom open and he turned on the light. He started to undress as he went into the shower.

Suddenly, the door to his bedroom slammed open.

"HYUNGNIM!", a voice shouted.

Jimin immediately grabs his bathrobe and puts it on before he faces the voice.

Jungkook peers into the the bathroom with his dark brown eyes facing Jimin directly. "HYUNG", he shouts.

"What do you want?", Jimin retorts.

Jimin's harshness towards Jungkook was only a facade to keep him away from him. He wanted to push him away even though he didn't want to, but Jungkook kept coming back to him like a loyal puppy.

"Eh? Why are you so mean to me Hyung?" Jungkook pouted.

"Well, If you stopped disturbing me in the middle of my shower, then that'd be one less reason to be mean to you" Jimin snorted.

"Okay, okay, I get it", Jungkook threw his hands up in frustration as he walked out of the bathroom.

Jungkook peered his head again into the bathroom, seeming to forget something, "Oh and by the way, Jin told me to tell you that breakfast is ready".

"Great, I'll be down in a sec", Jimin muttered as he went back into the shower.

Jungkook went out of the bathroom and Jimin turned the water on, letting the hot water pour over his body. As he heard his bedroom door close, Jimin leaned back onto the shower walls, sliding down slowly on the tiles to the floor.

"Fucking great", he muttered to himself as the water dripped down his face.

After his shower and drying himself down, he turned to face the mirror.

Puffy red eyes again.

He had hoped Jungkook didn't notice how puffy his eyes were from him crying a while ago.

Jimin had slipped back out into the bedroom and went to his closet to pick out clothes for the day. He got into soft sweatpants and a plain shirt.

"Well here I go", he mutters to himself as he opened the door from his bedroom out into the hallway and sloppily walked down the stairs.

"There you are. You aren't missing out on chores today you lazy ass", Jin faces him from the kitchen, clearly agitated that Jimin was late again to wake up in the morning.

"Oh save the lecture for later", the shorter boy said.

Jin was shaken for a second and puts his head down in frustration. But he slowly lifts his head up laughing and meeting his eyes with a harsh glare.

"What did I say now about being rude to your elders?", Jin shakily said whilst holding the spatula he had sternly on his hand.

"Sheesh, stop being such a mom", Jimin yelled.

Jin cocked his head to the side in frustration, "WELL I WOULDN'T HAVE TO BE IF YOU WEREN'T SO GODDAMN RUDE".

Jimin ignored him and proceeded to head his way to the table where a fat stack of pancakes had been waiting for him.

Jin's specialty.

He sat down and munched down on the fluffy stack that was in front of him.

Jin finished making the rest of the pancakes and sat across from Jimin.

"So where's Jungkook?", Jimin asked.

Jin looked at the window to think, "I don't know, kid's probably went to the gym again".

I kind of want to see that, Jimin thought to himself.

He gulped his last pancake down his throat and stood up hastily, "Well, I'll be going now Jinnim".

"Yeah yeah, go do what you have to do now", Jin muttered playing with his pancakes with his fork.

He ran to the front door and grabbed his house keys and dashed out the door leaving Jin alone sitting at the table looking out the window looking at birds flying in the morning blue sky.

He opened his mouth, "Damn rude ass kids these days".

忌々しい。渦巻く、閃く、衝動。