(note : this part happened when sergio was talking to cristiano and adira was left alone with marco. people might be uncomfortable or find of the content triggering. if so i deeply apologise and don't read this part)
| adira carlevaro |
'sergio! adira!' says àlvaro excitedly giving us a hug as we walk in.
'àlvaro i saw you like two hours ago.' says sergio rolling his eyes.
'yeah but i haven't seen adira in over a week!' he says looking at me with a smile then marco walks over.
'so lovely for you to come adira.' he says in english.
'thank you for inviting me.' i say.
'would you like a drink of anything?' he asks and i nod, 'follow me, i'll get you a drink.' he says and i follow him.
i follow him out of the crowded room and down the hallway into the kitchen.
'what would you like?' he asks looking at me up and down. i lean against the kitchen counter and shrug.
'what do you have?'
'everything. white wine, red white, beer, vodka, whiskey non alcoholic drinks. i also have stronger stuff if you're into that.' he says with a wink.
'i'll just have water please.'
'water? that's all? alright.' he says getting a bottle of water out the fridge and filling a glass alongside ice and lemon.
'here's your water.' he says leaning slightly into me to put it on the counter next to me. i am starting to feel extremely comfortable.
'so adira, now i have you alone, i have a few questions.' he asks looking at me. after hearing that sentence my heart starts beating faster and faster.
'what's happening between you and sergio, are you together again?' he asks looking at me up and down.
'um no, we're currently still on our uh break.' i say looking at my feet and awkwardly looking at my feet.
'hey now, no need to look at the floor.' he says putting two fingers slightly under my chin and pushing it to look at him.
'do you want to get back together with him?' he says putting his hand on my hip.
'i do but i just need time.' i say quietly as i feel extremely uncomfortable.
'you want to get back together with a guy that cheated on you? adira, baby, you are worth more than that.'
'don't call me that.' i say quietly.
'call you what?' he says raising an eyebrow.
'baby, i'm not your baby.' i say.
i have never felt so worthless and defenceless in my life. i normally feel strong and ready to defend myself. but right now, i am weak and scared. i'm terrified marco is going to something to me, something i will never forget and will scar me for life.
'come on baby, don't be like that. sergio doesn't have to know.' he says putting both of his hands on my hips and pushing me against the counter.
'stop it.' i squeak out as he starts to kiss my neck.
'you don't have to be scared, i know you want to do this as much as i want.' he says i feel his hands move under my dress.
'no stop it.' i say as tears start streaming down my cheeks.
'stop crying.' says marco agressively as i can feel him unzip his trousers.
'get the fuck off me!' i say suddenly shoving him with full force and running out of the kitchen and into the first room i find which turns out to be a bathroom. i turn the lights on, lock the door and stare at myself in the mirror. i start to see the bruises marco has left on my arms and my neck and i start to cry.
after a few minutes, i wash my face, getting the rid of my slightly smudged make up the best i can with a towel. i look at myself and start taking deep breaths before leaving the room and going back into the living room to find sergio.
''you okay?' he asks me putting his arm on me, making me jump and look at him.
'y-yes, i'm i'm fine.' i say stuttering nervously. he looks at me slightly confused and worried.
he looks over at marco who is talking to karim, he looks back at sergio and smirks making me quickly look away.
'sergio can we go home.' i ask quietly looking down at the floor.
'um sure. what's wrong?' he says quietly.
'nothing, i just want to go home. i don't feel well.' i reply quietly.
'alright, i'll go and tell marco.' he says.
'no!' i say quickly, 'i mean just tell cristiano or someone to pass it on. i'll be outside.' i say before walking away and going outside towards sergio car. he finally arrives a few moments later with his jacket in his arms.
'here you're freezing.' he says putting his jacket around my shoulders before opening the car door.
'what happened adira?' he says looking at me worriedly.
'i don't want to talk about it, not now. i just want to be far away from this house as possible.' i say looking out the window.
'something must have happened, you tell me everything. whatever happened you can tell me adira, you know that.' says sergio quietly taking hold in my hand.
'sergio, i just want to go home.'
it actually hurt my heart writing this. i am NOT promoting any of this, i just wanted to raise awareness as on the tram near my home there's posters for if you see someone in a situation similiar to adira's. i am sorry if anyone get offended by this in any way.
