| adira carlevaro |
i look up at sergio, who is looking back at me, his brown eyes filled with tears. i quickly pull him into a kiss, not innocently, like a tease but hot, fiery, passionate and demanding. sergio's hands moved down my back, his touch giving me chills. when he kisses me my brain lights on fire and the warmth spreads throughout my entire body.
'sergio.' i say softly as i undo the buttons of his shirt, my hands working their way around his body, feeling each crevasse, each line along his perfect physique.
'i've missed you so fucking much.' he whispers in my ear and laying me down on his sofa, 'i've missed having you around, i've missed your voice, i've missed your smile your body.' he says as his mouth moves to my neck.
'i've missed making you moaning my name.' he says kissing my neck making me moan quietly.
'i've missed making love to you baby.' he whispers as his hands go down to take my dress off. he lifts it over my head and smirks.
'oh baby girl, did you buy this lingerie set just for me?' he says with a smirk. he kisses my lips once again but then starts trailing kisses down my body stopping on my stomach.
sergio starts drawing circles with his fingers on my inner thigh making me slighly lose my breath.
'stop it adira! what are you doing?' my mind is telling me. but i can't stop, sergio makes me feel so god damn good, i can't stop now.
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'that was amazing.' i say breathing heavily next to him.
'who knew sensitive sergio would be so good at sex?' i say laughing slightly.
'hey! i'm always good at sex.' he says looking at me.
'sweetie, who's lying to you.' i say laughing.
'if i'm that bad why are you always screaming my name?' he says smirking with an eye raised.
'because in my head i imagine your face is gerard piqué's.' i say jokily.
'piqué, are you fucking kidding me?' he says in disgust lying down on the bed next to me.
'babe i'm kidding.' i say resting my head on his chest and looking at him.
'you better be.'
'even though gerard piqué is a fine man, i wouldn't mind a piece of that fine spanish man.' i say making him roll his eyes.
'so you're telling me you wouldn't fuck shakira if you had the chance?' i say and he laughs.
'why are you even trying to have this conversation.' he says laughing and shaking his head.
'i'm curious, that's all.' i say shrugging.
after that sergio and i just lie in his bed in silence looking at the silence above us for the next twenty minutes before he decides to speak up.
'adira, can i ask you a question?'
'yes of course.'
'so what does that make us?' he asks and i sigh and take a deep breath.
'well i forgive you for you did. i hope i don't regret my decision. i hope in the future this doesn't happen again and i look back on this day and think "i was a fucking idiot forgiving him." but when i say i forgive, i haven't forgotten what happened and i never will.' i say.
'sergio i honestly do love you but i don't think i'm ready to get into relationship with you straight away. what just happened, was a one time thing. it didn't mean anything specific, understand?' i say and he nods.
'i understand. i will wait as long as it takes for you to trust me again and for us to be together again. because baby if i lose you again, i won't see the point of even living anymore.' he says looking at me.
'don't say that.'
'it's true mi amor, you're the best thing that's ever happened to me and if i ever lost you, i would be dead inside. you're the only person i've ever truly fallen in love with, you're the love of my life adira.'
i updated again but this time not TOO late, what did you think? what do you want to happen in this fanfic? because i still don't have an exact idea of what i want to happen and how i want to end it.
