My oh secret diary

march with james

Dear diary 3/3/1996

Today i got to talk to james all day and i was so happy every time i got a text from him this big smile on my face like omg it seems like my crush got bigger and bigger but if my crush gets to big i mit have to stop being his friend :-(

Dear diary 3/4/1996

I was thinking of asking james out but i really dont want to rack our friendship but just thinking that i mit never have a chace to date him i should just ask him but would he say no or wouls he say yes?

Dear diary 3/5/1996

Today waa the worst day if my life james was gonna ask me out but then i found out he didnt really like me he was just doing that as a joke and i was about ti cry like i forever alone i will never love....

Dear diary 3/6/1996

Today mit be the last chance i have to tell james i like him so i walked up to him and start to talk to him and when i told him i liked him he just start to laugh so i ran away....

Dear diary 3/7/1996

Today i didnt want to go to school but i went and i had to sit by james all day and i didnt talk to him once it seems like i was in this messed up life alone like i have nothing to live for...

Dear diary 3/10/1996

So today is Monday and i hoped everyone forgot what happened last week but when i walked in to class and there was a note in my desk it said from james so i opened it said violet i really do like u but i really dont want to go out with u because u to much for me u are always started drama and i don't want that sorry then when i truned around james was walking through the door so i sat down and pretend that i didnt see him there he sat down next to me and said hi i truned away and keeped think dont talk..

Dear diary 3/11/1996

Ok so today i stayed even more away from james it was like i didn't even know he was there and every time i looked up i say him looking at me so i turned my head so i didn't have to see his face i was just thinking i can do better then him i can i can.....

Dear diary 3/12/1996

I didnt want to like james i wanted it to be over him i wanted all the feelings to go away i want ever through of james i have to just disappear....

Dear diary 3/13/1996

me and james are still frighting and i don't know is it a good thing or its a bad thing or not. I don't know if me and james would ever talk again..

Dear diary.3/14/1996

Ok i think my life is finally getting easy after today i wont have to see james for a whole week that means no drama no nothing im so happy maybe that week will help be get over james....

Dear diary 3/24/1996

Ok so today was my first day back to school from spring brake and i had so,much fun i didnt think about james once i felt really happy i walked in to school and i saw all my friends and i was happy to see them

Dear diary 3/25/1996

Today was like.anyother day drama drama and even more drama its like thats all we did was gossip so again like any other day lol well thats really all that happen today its like today was different i didnt feel sad or anything its like the stress was all gone i could be me again...

Dear diary 3/26/1996

Ok so today could be the best day of my like me and my ex Brandon are back together i think my life is fanilly coming togather i have a boyfriend i have no stress theres no other feeling then to,be happy right now....

Dear diary 3/27/1996

I dont know if im gonna need the diary thing anymore writing in it everyday fix my problems i have no friend drama i have a super sweet boyfriend i dont need a diary anymore but i hey i mit still write in it because i mit still need it

Dear diary 3/28/1996

Ok so u would if never guess who try to talk to me today james like u didnt talk to me before spring brake why r u talking to me now its likes he just wanted right back I'm my life again well he can't i wont allow my self to like him again my life is finally good and he wants to make it bad again no not again ...

Dear diaryn3/31/1996

ok so today james sat by me in class and that,made things so wierd because i havent talked to him for days and once the bell rang i jumped up out of my chair and ran out the room like there was no tomorrw at thr end if the day james saw me and ran up to me before i could get on ny bus and said violet i really like you and im not lieing i promise i couldnt,stop thinking about you. Your the only thing i can think about i want to be with your the only one for me (james leans in and kisses me and the ran away with even a good bye)