My oh secret diary

lost my prince

april-1-1996

so after a long weekend i came to school afriad to see james after what happened bettween us it was kinda but i was ok with seeing him because he was my best friend of course just think if i dont say yes to him i could lose him as a friend forever but u know i could never give up on me and him but its ok im ok with all that is happening right now

April/2/1996

I walked into the school today and saw James walking down the hall towards me I was so afraid to talk to him I just walked past him like I never even saw him there.After he got to class he ran up to me and gave me a big hug. he said I missed you so much at the end of the day I was so scared to talk to him I just ran in my bus

April/4/1996

so it's Friday I'm so happy so I don't have to deal with James. I had all my classes with him but I still didn't even talk to him. I'm trying to stay away from boys for a while I know he might be my best friend but at the moment it's getting really awkward so I'm not going to write in my diary for a few days because I'm staying away.from james so that means less drama.

April/14/1996

okay so in school today it got pretty crazy. james wouldn't stop holding my hand and hugging me. I had a long conversation with him about everything that was happening between us. I told him we had to stay away from each other a little more often we will get into clothes and that wasn't good. he was sad when he got on his bus.

April/15/1996

okay so james only said one word to me and I know I said that we need to back away a little but I didn't mean this far. I kinda miss him.

April/16/1996

so it's Wednesday and I haven't talked to James since Monday. I kind of feel that he's not my friend anymore he walked up to me today and gave me a kiss on the cheek. then he walked away like it was nothing so I got on my bus and the whole way I was depressed.

Apirl/18/1996

just walked up to me and told me something I thought I would never hear come out of his mouth. he said to me this violet I don't think I could be friends with you no more I just love you too much I want you to be with me but that will never happen so here and on we will never be friends. so don't talk to me look at me goodbye violet. and he walked away..

April/21/1996

Well i'm not gonna write in my diary for a while because there's nothing to write about now james is out of my life so now i have no one :-(