Honey

Chapter 7

"Soo" like says breaking the silence

"Soo" I have no clue what to say

"Tell me more about yourself" this is the millionth time he's asked me that.

"I've already told you" I remind him

"That wasn't deep stuff that was just an everyone should know stuff" he pouts

"I'm not telling you my life story" I slightly laugh

"I'm not asking for your life story I'm asking you for the deep stuff"

"Same thing" I say sarcastically

"Just tell me something deep" he demands

"Fine, I have a little brother" I tell him . I've never told anyone about Hunter . I don't know why but I never have . No has seen him. So I never really Bothered to tell anyone .

"That's not deep" Humor shows way to much in his face

"I've never told anyone about him so it's actually pretty deep" I explain to him

"Oh I have a sister" he tells me no expression just a blank face

"You two close?" He asks

"Yeah.." I trail off

"He's the only one who makes me feel happy again" I add.. Fuuuuck I said to much

"Again?" Curiosity lurks in Luke

"Nothing, are you and your sister close?" I change the subject off me

"Nah, she's in college at WSU. So she doesn't talk to me" he doesn't even care he has that whatever expression

"Oh that sucks"

"Yeah I guess so" what a conversation killer

What the hell do I say?

*ask how he learned to surf?*

my subconscious suggests

*what? No! That's lame* I fight her

*better then nothing*

*fine* give in

"So how did you learn to surf?" I blurt out

"Oh well my friend Jorden taught me how actually" he answers

Jorden?

"Jorden?" I say out loud

"Cooper?" Oh no... Please no. Jorden my first boyfriend the one who made me like him just so he can break my heart and embarrassed me in front of everyone

"No" I say under my breath

I get up and start to get away from Luke

If he's anything like Jorden then I don't want any part of this of this game .

My eyes begin to water . Why am

I crying?

*its because you like Luke*

*NO!! No I don't! Shut up* I fight her back I know she's right but I have to push her aside .

I keep running and I finally see my house. I run even faster .

I slam both the back and my bedroom door and begin crying .

*ugh! I don't want this! I don't want to like him anymore he's friend with Jorden. He's probably messing with my heart as we speak*

*i know calm down* she calms me down. Even though she is just my subconscious

I hear a loud knocking on the back door . It's Luke . I get up from my bed and get the door . My dad is half way to it but I tell him I'll get . I wipe my eyes and nose and open the door to Luke

He's breathing hard .

I push him so I can get out side . So my dad won't hear us

"What the fuck was that for?" He shouts at me

"Don't you get it already? Luke leave me alone!!" I shout equally as loud

" I did nothing wrong !" He fights back

"Your friends with Jorden!"

"And ?? What does that have todo with anything?!!"

"He was my first boyfriend and all he did was make a bet to make me like him and then embarrass me In front of the whole school! How do I know your not like him huh??!" I shout at him . I cry harder now

"I'm not like him! He's a dick! And yeah I'm friends with him doesn't mean I am him!" He puts both hands on my arms

I stay quiet

"Jessie , I'm not like him" I can feel Luke's gaze on me.

"look at me" he uses his thumb and index finger to lift my chin up to look at him

"I'm not going to hurt you, I'm not him" his voice softens

"I promise" he closes his eyes and goes In for a kiss but just before it

"How do I know you'll keep that promise?" I tell him

"You'll just have to trust me"

After that our lips meet. This time much more calm and not force full . Our lips move together as if they were made for each other ..

•••

After an hour of calming down me and

Like finally say our goodnights and bye .

We exchanges hugs and kisses and i close the door . With a huge smile on my face.

I look at myself in the mirror in my room . "Wow" I smile . I turn off the lights and daze off In to a deep sleep.