Honey

chapter 13

LUKES POV.

Our lips move like your favorite song, or something like that. im lost in words... i have this feeling every time we kiss that something is else, but is always ruined but guilt. i have to tell her. i pull away from our kiss. she stares at me confused.. i dont know what to tell her. her confused face is now covered by a sad face.

"jess?" i say softly. she doesn't answer she just looks at me. "whats wrong?"

"nothing" she answers softly.

"your lying." i look at her.

"no im not" she says to where its unhearable. i just stare at her for awhile.. i don't know what to say.

"uh" i say. "jess" she turns to me 'HERE'S YOUR CHANCE! my subconcenstion yells at me . SHUT UP I KNOW. i scream back... okay here we go luke. " i need to tell you something" she looks at me.

"yeah?" curiosity fills her voice. okay here we go luke.

JESS POV.

"well its more of a question" he tells me

"oh well what is it?" i stare back at him

"do you really like me ?" his cheeks begin to redden.

"yeah?" i do like him but why would he ask me that ? "why?" i ask back

"just wondering" he sounds unsure ?

"you okay?"

"yeah"

"okay good" hmm thats weird i this is the second time hes sounded unsure.. i wonder why. probably nothing though. "what to go watch a movie?" i ask changing the subject

"sure" he smiles.

....................

"i dont think it was that funny" he says as we walk out of the threader

"what? it was freaking funny! you have no sense of humor!" i shout at him

"21 jump street was WAY!! funnier then 22 jump street" he laughs down at me

"the first one was funny but this one was funnier! " i stop in front of him

"yeah yeah" he tried pushing me out of the way "oh my gosh jess move" he giggles

"not till you admit that the second one was funnier then the first!" i stand my ground . he tries to move but i block him from going anywhere

"oh gosh, im not going to admit something that isnt true!" he stands his ground

"well lets ask tweeter" i smile down at my phone

"wow your lame" he laughs and i let him past me.

"okay done! lets see what the people think!" i smirk at him

"shut up" he laughs "get in the car" he opens the door for me.

"thank you " i say while i get in, he runs over to the drivers side

"your welcome your greatness"

the drive back home was quite but peacefull and of course luke started his humming. i wish he'd sing to me. "you should sing to me" i ask him

"no" he says bluntly

"what why not?"

"no"

" you didnt even answer me!"

"because no" he says "dont ask again" he says rudly

"fine i wont" i say "it was just a question" i say to where i could only hear

"what was that" or so i thought

"nothing !" i say louder then i intend it to be. he doesnt say anything back for the rest of the car ride. when we roll up to my house i open the door slowly hoping he would stop me but no. i get out like nothing and start for my front door.

"jess!" luke shouts after me.

"yeah?" i smile  a bit

"ill uh call you later!" he shouts

"okay" i smile and walk inside my house and go straight to my room.

2:00 AM .

its been 6 hours since i last talk to luke.. hmm i think i sound crazy. he probably got tired and went to sleep. yeah thats it i'll just text him in the morning.

*good morning* i sent a text to luke

today was pretty normal . i wake up turn on my tv and jump in my shower my mom says im weird because i do this but i like to listen to my shows. i checked my phone for any message but non. i made food and watch some tv for a hour or two. then i went used the bathroom check my phone. nothing. then i went for a run then i did some squats and work out for a bit. my dad came home and told me about him and my brothers day, they went to the part and played with kites and toy trucks then the got free ice cream. my dad told me that there was some cool job openings at the prier. i got ready. curled my hair to one side and then out it up in a ponytail so the ponytail would be curly and would be one big curl. then i out on some of my favorite high waist shorts and my blue and red cop top match with my white sandals, "i should wear this for the 4thof July" i tell myself. i tell my dad im gonna go look at the jobs and set off walking.

  i check my phone it was around 3:30 and still no messages from Luke.. when i got to prier i bought myself an ice cream. after i walk around and talked to some people at the jobs and got applications for the job. one was a game both and the other was at a restaurant on the prier. after that i just began to walk around. when it was about 6:00pm i checked my phone to see if Luke had responded but the message just said read 2 hours ago. at that point i felt upset and started walking home. when i reached my house i could smell my dad making dinner. when i open the door my stomach roared and pulled me to the kitchen table where my litter brother was sitting and playing with his toys. "how was your day?" i asked him "Good" he responded but seemed more into the toy then me. when the food was ready i dug in . i told my dad how it went and how i have 2 jobs appalcations. he high five me but my brother chimes in and takes my dad attention away. 

    after dinner i helped my dad clean up and do the dishes. when i got into my room i checked my phone the put the water on to run a bath. i sat in the hot water till it got cold . i turned on my tv and started watching family guy. right before i was about to go to sleep i check my phone one last time .

"nothing" i say and turned off my light.