Meant to be

i can't

Erica: *shock* y- you dont mean that.

Cyn: yes I do. Get away from me.*mean mugging erica.

Erica: ok *going and sit by the door* looking at the floor*

Cyn; I didnt say stay inside.

Erica: im sorry you have to be in the same breathing space at me.* wiping her face from the falling tears*

Cyn; are you crying* laughing* that suppose to make me feel sorry for you.

Erica: I never asked you too.

Cyn: so why you crying.

Erica: I'm not *wiping her face*

Cyn; liar.

Erica: why you being so Mean to me.

Cyn: my attitude is based on how you treated me.

Erica: I said I'm sorry.

Cyn: too late. About 3 months too late.

Erica: I know I messed up. I'm trying to do better.

Cyn; who you trying to better for. Definitely not for me. Go be with Vicki.

Erica: I dont want Nicki. I only want you.

Cyn: well guess what, I dont want you

Erica: you dont mean that.

Cyn; so you want to tell me what I mean. You remember storming into a house demanding to know if I was pregnant. You dont know how scrary it was taking those test. I was not going to keep this from you. I knew you would be pissed. But you trying to drag me out the house to get rid of my child. A child that we created while making love.

Erica: I was scared, I wasn't thinking properly.

Cyn; and that suppose to make things better. I was scared too, but i Had an innocent baby depending on me. I had to protect my own child from its mother. You hear how fucked up that statement sounded.

Erica: cyn,please*pleading with her*

Cyn: please what stop. Did you stop. No, why don't you just leave. I'll tell them it was my decision.

Erica: I deserve it, I deserve everything*watching the floor as tears run down her face, she jumped from the chair and ran out the door*collading with Albee* sorry.

Albee: where you going?

Erica: tell them I'm sorry, *running out the door

Albee:*dropping the bag at the nurses station and chasing Erica* erica stop.

Erica: no, leave me alone,*running through the parking lot*

Albee: no, erica where you going.

Erica: leave me alone* running onto the highway  into oncoming traffic*

Albee: *screams* ERICA*pulling her from getting hit by a pick up, hitting the ground hard* Fuck.

Woman: oh my god, are you guys OK*helping albee up.

Albee: I'm fine,thank you. Erica *watching a broken erica rocking back and forth* mena

Erica: *crying*  I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

Albee: oh shit*picking Erica up and carrying her to the hospital* i need some help.

Nurse: what seems to be the matter.

Albee: she tried to kill herself.

Nurse: someone page Dr.Mendez. bring her to room one.

Albee carried erica to the room and laid her on the bed. He called her mom and cyn parents to come to the hospital right away. The Dr came in and albee explain the little that he saw. Erica was still crying and saying I'm sorry over and over. The Dr gave her a shot, which wasn't easy since she fought him. she fell asleep a minute later. The Dr decided that it would be best if she was asleep for a while, until her mother showed up. Ma Sonia and joe came in together. Albee met them in the hall