Meant to be

its ok

Cyn: what. You joking.

Erica:I wish I was

Cyn: *standing up and smacking erica hard behind her head"

Erica: ouch, like what the fuck.

Cyn: you left cause of that. You broke my heart cause you was too scared to tell me. Your my best friend. You could have told me the truth.

Erica: I'm sorry. Being intersex was very taboo. I would have been bullied for being different. You know that.

Cyn: but I would have been there to fight with you every step of the way.

Erica: why are you taking this so calmy. I expected a lot of shouting and name calling. Or are you just waiting for me to put down my guard so you can catch me by surprise. *shifting uncomfortably under cyn gaze*

Cyn: erica, I would never do that to you. How could you think like that.

Erica: I'm sorry. It just that if my own father didn't want me, why would my best friend want me around her. I would have made you a target too.

Cyn: you left and I became a target anyhow

Erica: ouch, *rubbing her chest* I deserve that.

Cyn: yes you did.  Now can I see it.

Erica; hell no

Cyn: why not

Erica: how would you feel if I asked if I could see yours.

Cyn: um

Erica: exactly.

Cyn: that because no one have seen it.

Erica: lies.

Cyn: have you seen me. I'm ugly.

Erica: hell no. Your still beautiful princess.

Cyn: *blushing*erica, you need to quit lying. I look like a homeless person.

Erica: not to me.

Cyn: whatever. *yawning*

Erica: you sleepy.

Cyn: no, *rubbing her eyes*

Erica: come here* hugging cyn close* let's take a nap. When we get up we will continue catching up.

Cyn; ok*crawling into bed* come on

Erica climbed into bed anfnlaid on top the cover.

Cyn: come on, get under the covers so we can cuddle.

Erica: you sure,me being close to you don't weird you out.

Cyn: nope*laying her head in erica crook of her neck and intertwining their fingers. * I love you jasmine.

Erica: I love you more.*kissing the top of cyn head*

Cyn was lulled to sleep by the sound of erica heart beat. No nightmares plagued her for the first time in a long time. Erica fell asleep shortly after cyn did, her arm secrurely around cyn drawing her close. Cyn woke up three  hours later with a itchy throat. She open her eyes and saw erica sleeping next to her. She took this time to watch erica as she slept. She look so peaceful, she couldn't deny how beautiful erica looked. Like she was drop dead gorgeous. Cyn looked down and saw that Erica shirt had ridden up and her abs was expose. Her abs was toned , her boxers was peaking out from the top of the sweat pants. Cyn wanted to see if Erica really had a penis like she said.  She took a peak at Erica and saw she was still sleeping, she moved her hands low, resting it softly on erica abs. She took a deep breath and moved her hand quickly over erica crotch. She felt it , she couldn't believe that her best friend really had a penis.  She never saw a penis, in real life
Only what she read about in her  biology books or the romance novel she would stay up reading. She was about to touch it again, when Erica moved and turned over. Cyn looked at erica sleeping form and ran her fingers through the strand of erica hair massaging her scalp in the process. Cyn pulled her hands back when she heard a low moan escape erica lips. Her face instantly heated up, she swallowed hard and felt her throat hurt. Cyn wanted some water, her throat was starting to hurt real bad. She moved out the bed slowly and walked down the stairs. She went to the kitchen and poured herself a glass of water. She was on her way back up stairs when a picture on the wall caught her eyes. There staring at her was the last picture she took with erica. Erica looked so beautiful that night. She never curled her hair before, it was always in conrows or one. The fact that erica did everything she ask her too really meant a lot. Erica the only one she ever kissed, she didn't want no one else to kiss her. She as slowly waked up the steps, holding Thr railing for support. She was tired by the time she got to the room. Cyn placed the glass on the bedside table before climbing into bed. She wanted erica to wake up. She climbed on top of erica back, wrapping her arms around Erica neck, in a slight choke hold.