Meant to be

do better

Cyn: no, It would not make me happy if you died.

Erica:oh, I thought you would be disappointed that I didn't die.

Cyn: Im sorry that i said to you. I just wanted to hurt you the way you hurt me.

Erica: its ok. You didnt deserve to be treated the way I treated you. I'll would leave, but my mom would skin me alive. I try to stay out of your way as much as possible.

Cyn: I have a question to ask you.

Erica: go ahead*putting down her fork*

Cyn:were you ever going to contact me?

Erica: honestly, no.

Cyn: ok*pushing the tray away turning around to face the wall.

Erica: cyn, let me explain.*trying to get out of bed, but stumbling* wow.

Cyn: *turning around because she heard the something fall on the floor* what are you doing?

Erica: sorry, I was coming over to talk to you. *holding her head and falling down on the bed.

Cyn:you shouldn't try to get up.

Erica: I'm sorry.

Cyn:what are you apologizing for.

Erica: I didn't mean to make you mad. I just wanted to explain to you, why I said what I said.

Cyn: its ok, I should not expect you to contact me. you told me from the start that you didnt want kids.

Erica: i wouldn't have contacted you, not because I didn't want to. I was just too full of pride. I didnt want to accept that I was wrong. I thought that albee would try to keep me up to date on what going on with you. But he quit working for me. I lost you and him.

Cyn: well I'm sure Vicki would be happy to assist. I mean she probably couldn't wait for you to dump me.

Erica: I didnt dump you.

Cyn: um, when you threatened to kill someone child it kind of end a relationship.

Erica: I didn't mean it babe.

Cyn; babe? wow I'm not babe. I'm not cyn, I'm Cynthia.

Erica: Can you give me a chance. Please I'm begging.

Cyn: why would I give someone a second chance to hurt me. I'm not a fool.

Erica: if anyone a fool its me. I let the best thing that ever happen to me walk out of my life. I understand and accept your resentment you have towards me. I won't force you to do anything.

Cyn: thank you.*turning her head back towards the wall.

Erica was about to say something when the nurse came in to get her. She had a session to attend. cyn watched as the ordley came and got erica. Erica gave cyn a sad smile as she was wheeled away. Cyn tried eating, but she lost her appetite, so she turned on the TV to Disney Jr. She was singing along with mickey mouse, while she rubbed her stomach. Erica walked in to cyn singing to the cartoon on the TV, she looked so happy.

Erica: *knocking on the door* sorry for interrupting. I'm back

Cyn; k*still watching the TV.

Erica: um, cyn?

Cyn; yes

Erica: did you get an ultrasound done ?

cyn: why you want to know.

Erica: just curious.

Cyn; well i haven't.

Erica: why not. Dont you want to see the baby