Meant to be

not now

Cyn : you ready for your appointment?

Erica: not really. I mean just because I tried to kill myself means  crazy.

Cyn: it kind of does. I'm so sorry I said that to you.

Erica: I deserve it

Cyn; no you don't. If you really had went through with it, guilt would eat me alive. How would I face your family, your mom, or King. What would I have said to him?

Erica: I dont know babe.

Cyn: you see how he looks like you, this would be karma. Hunted by your face.

Erica: are you upset that he looks like me?

Cyn: jealous, I mean I'm the one carrying him. What he gonna get from me.

Erica: hopefully not your height.*laughing*

Cyn:shut up, you dont be complaining when we lie down.

Erica: omg*looking around* cynthia

Cyn: stop being a prude. I'm not lying, we're the same height where that matters.

Erica: ok, I agree. Can you stop

Cyn: what's in it for me

Erica: um, what you want?

Cyn: a tattoo

Erica: no way

Cyn; why tho. It would be so cool.

Erica: your gonna be in pain

Cyn:when king born I'm getting his name on me

Erica: fine.

Cyn: yay, come on*walking to the car* is the dr office at the hospital.

Erica: unfortunately.

Cyn; can we stop for hot chocolate.

Erica: no

Cyn; what, its cold

Erica: your not eating, or drinking choclate. King don't like it.

Cyn; oh ya, I forgot.

Erica: baby* pulling cyn into her arms*

Cyn; yes, what do you want?

Erica: I want you to come back to Miami with me

Cyn: um,what if you break your promise again.

Erica: I won't hurt you or the baby. It won't happen again.I dont think your dad or my mom will let me make the same mistake. Can you at least think about it. if you dont want to leave right away, you can come when ever your ready.

Cyn: I'll think about it.

Erica:also I need you to quit your job.

Cyn: no way

Erica: cyn, you can't keep working when I can take care of you and King. You need to rest, focus on school.

Cyn: I'm not going to leech of you. I'm not a gold digger.

Erica: your not leeching. Use the money from your restaurant.

Cyn: I'm cold

Erica: sorry *opening the car door* will finish this later ok* starting the car and turning on the heater*

Cyn; ok

Erica drove to her appointment, stopping to get some pumpkin spice latte for cyn and her at Starbucks. Cyn sat in the waiting room, while  erica went in,playing gardenscape to past the time. Erica walked out an hour later looking drained.