'TILL I FINALLY FOUND YOU

Chapter 9- Memories

Renze Adrian's POV

I just headed towards my room with thoughts of her in my mind. When I reached there, I can't help but smile.

Trebh Lyndon's POV

I can't possibly be wrong. I know it's her. After all that I have done to her, I think I deserve this kind of treatment from her. I can't help but think about her again and again. It's been a long timesince I last saw her. At least I'm assured to myself that she's OK. I mean, at least she's OK and I can see she's doing fine after what we did to her.

"Hey! Trebh! I know you're thinking of Anj-Anj. Am I right?"

I simply did not answer her. I just directed myself to the road since I'm driving all the way to Mikaella's house.

"You know what? I really am still guilty. The way she talked to us seemed like she'll never ever forgive us. I believe that she's still the same Anj-Anj that I knew. I know her. I feel her. But—But it's my fault! Trebh, I miss her! *sobs* I—I—"

I can see that she finally broke down into tears. I stopped the car to a nearby park. I hugged her so tight. She is too fragile. She cares for Anj that much. I can feel her too.

"Shhh..Mik, it's not your fault. Always remember that. There's nothing to worry. Sooner or later, she'll forgive us. I know she will. Maybe, she still needs a lot of time to heal. Someday she'll find someone who will heal the pain that we caused to her and somebody bury all the pain behind. You know Anj well and you said earlier that she's still the Anj that you knew. If she's still the same, we both know that she'll forgive us.

"Thanks Trebh. I'm looking forward to it."

She smiled and stopped crying. I really don't want to see women crying. Time flies so fast, so fast, that I didn't notice that we arrived at her place already. I, myself, am guilty of what we did to Angelica but I need to show her that everything's gonna be already. I don't want her to feel guilty all over again 'coz I know how it feels. I admit, I may not be as caring to her as I did to Angelica but after everything that happened, I realized that she's the only one left for me. And besides, before everything happened, she's already my friend. I just can't leave my friend suffering. How ironic right? I don't want my friend to get hurt but I hurt the best girl in my life, next to my mom. *sighs* Sometimes I can say to myself, I can't afford to lose another friend again. That's why I'll do everything for Mikaella no matter how hard it takes and how painful it feels.

My thoughts lead me to a place that I haven't been for a long time after that unforgettable day. This is actually the place where we usually hang out with Anj. Our safe haven as you may think. It's really been a long time and a lot of things had changed here. I can't help recall our memories together as a friend and as a couple.

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"Trebh! Where are we going?"

"Secret"

"Nah! Tell me Trebh. I want to know where we're going. My parents might be looking for me since I haven't asked permission from them. They told me to go home after class yet I haven't informed them. *pouts*"

"No need to worry about your parents Anj. They knew that you're with me. I already asked permission from them through a phone call before you came to see me earlier."

"Really?"

"Yeah. So, for now, just be patient and mind to wear that blindfold in front of you? We're almost there and I don't want you to spoil my surprise for you"