Dear Chloe,
I can't stop searching for you. Wherever I go, I find my self constantly looking around to finally see you, probably leaning against a wall, a cigarette between your fingers, bringing it to your lips while your eyes lit up by their peculiar spark shone of a warm deep blue, just like your hair, just like your soul.
And even if I know it can't ever happen again, I can't help but search for you. And I wish I could cover all the city with your missing posters like you did for Rachel Amber, because you had the hope you could find her one day. But i know exacty qhere you are. Buried underground, worms slowly consuming your body and the tangible trace of your existance. As if that could really erase what you were. All your strength, all your energy, all that you were was so special, it can't just be erased, forgotten. It's persistent through time.
I've been jealous of her, but now I wish you are with Rachel again, at least. Maybe you're just meant to be where she is, even the whole universe knows she's been a better friend, I like to think that everything happened that way so you could be forever young, forever together. Because if I think otherwise I feel my self drown in desperation.
You missed her and you loved her so much, but I hope the feeling for her was nit as strong as mine for you, because it just makes you wanna die, it consumes you from the inside and it tears your soul apart. But I know you and how caring you've always been. And now I know how you felt.
I miss you, I love you and I'm in so much pain because I'm suck into a life I don't feel mine, in a life so far away from you. Just one thing's sure,
I'll never forget about you, Chloe.
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Dear Chloe Price | by 3BulletNecklace
FanfictionMax chose to sacrifice Chloe that day back in October. Plot (with spoilers of the first chapter, so if you're interested I recommend to read the first chapter) : She knows that's been the biggest mistake she's ever made. After having been in a psyc...
